For everything that started from nothing.

Nice Saying #42

2011-07-28T16:10:00.001+08:00

"Your reluctance for a decision is the root of your confusion."

Time to be awakened.

If and When.

2011-07-28T13:21:00.003+08:00

If you finally realise you thought of me,remember,
I did not walk out.
You chose not to let me in.

If you finally realise you miss me, remember,
I did not let you down.
You chose to stand me up.

When you finally realise I'm no longer around, remember,
I did all I could to stay.
You chose to push me away.

And when you finally realise i'm gone,do recall,
i did all to win your heart.
You chose to break me apart.

Yep.

2011-05-20T16:19:00.002+08:00

Remember not to forget.

Contented not to regret.

Happy not to be sad.

Good not to be bad.

down.

2011-04-05T12:44:00.002+08:00

Everything is not enough.

Tough.

Forget you.

2011-04-04T15:32:00.003+08:00

Set me free.

I'll let you be.

Forget me.

Turn it up

2011-04-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
it ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So they'll be cheating, be deceiving, but not me and my girl.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Pixie Lott

Reluctance at its best.

2011-03-29T11:36:00.002+08:00

i daresay
you will never find someone else
feeling for you the same way.

they may like you enough
to dote and go all out to please you
but would never be on par with how my heart feels.

Trust me
by the time you can feel and realise
i may be long gone, said my goodbyes.

Not because i lost the feelings
but because that would have been for your best outcome
and i love you enough to force myself to run.

Wrecked.

2011-03-29T11:34:00.002+08:00

One way or another
someone would always misunderstand
only you would know your real intent.

Live for yourself,
never for someone else.

散场的拥抱

2011-03-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

从你的眼角
慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏著伤
但不想和我聊

你选的电影
像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪
坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
你留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案
却撕掉不要

呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑
浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍
出乎你预料

散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕
我比你明了

倪安东

Stereo Love

2011-03-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

Sian-ness.

2011-02-21T09:36:00.002+08:00

The only direction that you can take
After hitting the all-time low
Is up.

Great.

fight.

2011-01-03T11:20:00.002+08:00

Channel all my energies into other thoughts

and no more inner battles would have to be fought.

Help me please God.

Grenade.

2010-12-06T05:35:00.003+08:00

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you were trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

very very tired.

2010-12-02T10:16:00.003+08:00

i'm sick of my emotions riding along yours...
all the time.
i'm tired of having to keep trying to guess...
what's on your mind.
i'm angry that i'm not loving myself more...
for being blind.

Most of all,
i'm exhausted by all the signs.

Wise Saying #32

2010-11-29T13:03:00.002+08:00

"Speak when you are angry, and you would make the best speech you will ever regret."

Why allow yourself to feel bad?

The one.

2010-11-26T14:20:00.001+08:00

"Love, is knowing that the person is the wrong one, yet you feel enough to right the wrong, until the person feels like the right one."

The one.

And goodbye.

2010-11-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

There are just how many times you can play me
And i will let you be.
Until it's time for me to open my eyes and see
you're just not the one for me baby.

how many times have i thought in your defence
that whatever you said was not a pretence
that's how much i feel for you
that i'm willingly turning dense.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

im walking away once and for all.
i couldn't when i've tried to before.
but this is the very last straw
im leaving, this is my call.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over, we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

你和我。

2010-11-23T10:01:00.008+08:00

告诉我
为什么我要弄得自己这么累
弄得自己这么憔悴
想这么多错与对
到后来还不是当做什么都无所谓

提点我
为什么我还要继续走这一条折磨路
往前看又却只看见一片模糊
究竟还需要多少个脚步
才能带我到达你的国土

安慰我
你的冷漠只是因为这就是你
你的不在乎只因你有重要事要理
而不是因为你需要保持距离
更不是因为我不是你的唯一

原谅我
我没有对你百分百地诚恳
也无法对你有百分百的信任
好多朋友都骂我做得太笨
但我的潇洒是个伪装这我承认

你和我
能否看到开花结果
能否作为彼此的寄托
能否好好一起过生活
属于一段时间的你和我

it stopped.

2010-11-23T10:01:00.004+08:00

whatever that is creating the blockage of the flow of words that i am trying to get out of my head, get it out of the way already.

It's making me sick.

and i write.

2010-11-22T23:42:00.007+08:00

i was told to write down whatever i know
i was told to pen down whatever i think i ought to
i was told to vent on paper all my highs and lows
i was told to just shoot.

so here i am.

i am feeling all the emotions in the world
suddenly it's here, and then it's not.
that few seconds of feeling terrible
covered by the exhaustions of all fights being fought.

it's more than being on the seat of a roller coaster
when the exhiliration feeling is no longer hot.
and then it's on the chair in an old theatre
when the slow movie playing is comfort to a notch.

and then you cry when you just feel the tears coming
and then suddenly it stopped.
you laugh when something is funnily tickling
and then it came to a halt.

All of these and more fill up one person's soul
how not to be tired out?
And so, please be told
this is what life is all about.

here i am.

damned.

有没有

2010-11-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

Turn off the radio
Turn off the lights you know
听见了谁的痛在空气中
不断跳动又那么沉重

Turn on your favorite song
Turn off what I did wrong
听见了谁的伤在窗户旁
安静的想是什么力量

你有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有有没有也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口
有没有后悔还是只有我

Turn on the radio
Don’t wanna care anymore
也许没有承诺比较轻松
也不会有沉重的枷锁

Turn off your favorite song
Just like there’s nothing wrong
也许时间一久就会遗忘
就真的当是误会一场

你有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有有没有也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口

有没有有没有有没有
有没有
有没有有没有有没有
Turn off my radio

伟礼安。

When words fail me. again and again.

2010-11-22T16:48:00.003+08:00

Is there any other way i can express myself
without feeling the need to explain
in the aftermath of the whole expressing?

Apparently there is no other way
Than to keep to myself, stay silent.

Practise nonchalence.

Tarot.

2010-11-22T11:43:00.003+08:00

For once in my life, i saw a tarot card reader.
Instead of listening with an open mind, i remained skeptical.

But the news i heard, it feels good to hear it.
Therefore, i shall do as it deems fit.

Maybe.

Wise Saying #31

2010-11-21T18:23:00.003+08:00

"Why make someone your priority when the person only allows you to be one of their options?"

Positions, positions, positions.

The Over-doer

2010-11-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

And i discovered, once more
An over-doer needs total self control

Before each time's enthusiam swallows them whole.

Learn to tell oneself no.

Nice Saying #44

2010-11-06T11:43:00.002+08:00

"The world is such a scary place. Why make it scarier with your own conjured up thoughts? Take emotional feelings down a notch."

Leave it to God.

Wise Saying #30

2010-11-04T14:35:00.004+08:00

"It is so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say, and then don't say it."

Wise Saying #29

2010-11-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

"The more you learn, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why learn?"

Nice Saying #43

2010-11-04T14:34:00.002+08:00

"I'm never wrong. I once thought i was wrong, it turns out, i was mistaken."

Wise Saying #28

2010-11-04T14:32:00.001+08:00

"Many wise words are spoken in jest, but they do not compare with the number of stupid words spoken in earnest."

Wise Saying #27

2010-11-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

"Whoever says nothing is impossible has yet to try slamming a revolving door shut."

The wrong moment.

2010-11-02T09:28:00.010+08:00

it is obvious love cannot be counted on
yet i still choose it to sink upon
it is obvious it is nothing but a jail term
yet i still choose to believe it just needs commitment

Friends all try to persuade me out of it
Told me not to play my own feelings into the fire
But life itself is already making us dead beat
wouldn't it be just pathetic if we cannot pursue our desires

When you do feel love
it is too easy to lose your own emotions
it is too easy to lose yourself even
it is too easy to fall too deep and get hurt all over

And thinking that you are the wrong person
And feeling that we are going in different directions
i still choose to believe it will still happen
just because of a thing called perseverance.

There is no such thing as the wrong person
Only such a thing as the wrong moment.

(Courtesy of Elva.)

Reminder reminder reminder.

2010-11-01T12:27:00.002+08:00

It seriously does not pay to be kind.

Let this serve as a reminder.

Friends usually do not last forever.
If they actually do, they are the keepers.

By then, you would have learnt these are those to treasure.

Nice Saying #42

2010-11-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

"There are so many things you could have said and done, before time turns its back on you, and you realise even if you want to, you already can't."

It just boils down to time. And how it runs.

who knows?

2010-10-27T14:31:00.004+08:00

i fucking did not lie
when i say i wanted out
neither did i
try to hide any doubt
that was the time
i let my emotions get their way
that was the time
i let myself down, i allowed

and i know myself
i can be really a wreck
in a span of a few seconds
it switches between good and bad
so in times like this
i learn to keep my mouth shut
i just get myself pissed
and then i'm done being sad

you are just about to see the world
and i tell myself it's fine
everything happens for a reason
it's just about the time
we are both in different junctions
different directions in our lives
it's either make or break it
it's just along that line

at the end of the day
i'm still here, remained
i guess i'll just wait
until i become really drained.
For who is to say
how would be the end
For all we may know
It just began.

Another random ranting.

2010-10-27T13:56:00.003+08:00

it's time to be selfish
though you try to act you're not
life's all about acting
have you given that a thought?
you put on a different mask
every other different day
you hide your true feelings
so hard for it you fought

it's time you start thinking
for yourself already
once you start a relationship
it's all about the other party
you can say whatever you want
and people may not understand
but once feelings are involved
you can no longer pretend

you try to tell yourself
everything will be okay
but who would actually know
what happens at the end of the day?
you put yourself out there
hoping for the best
who else is left
to really show you the way

you face your own emotions
you allow it to flow
when things do not happen
who can you scold?
and when things do turn out
the way you hope it would
that's when people shut up
and turn all cold.

The reasons i wept.

2010-10-27T13:18:00.003+08:00

Everything that i have known, is slowly creeping back.
Show me the way, tell me exactly how i should react?

Feeling like i should have done this, made that.
Remind me again, all the various reasons that i have had?

Does it matter, the last time i fled?

Because it seems like it is coming back.

Just not yet.

Nice Saying #41

2010-10-27T13:10:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes, it is all about some time."

As for the rest, it depends greatly on the mind.

Hypocritical.

2010-10-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

And you said i was hypocritical...

seriously, have you looked in the mirror?
so chummy now, when a while ago you totally disliked her.
oh, your feelings towards her changed for the better?
oh, so your feelings can be this fickle?

then if that can apply to you,
it cannot apply to me too?

Hypocritical.

You go through it too.

2010-10-25T11:49:00.003+08:00

It's just one of those emotions, at one of those times.

Why must it be construed as a forever existing feeling?

Isn't that just shallow thinking?

错的人

2010-10-25T10:20:00.004+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

萧亚轩。

Nice Saying #40

2010-10-22T11:09:00.003+08:00

"Reflect upon yourself ,before you speak of someone else.
May it be good or bad."

No single being is perfect.

all over again.

2010-10-22T10:32:00.003+08:00

And as i gaze upon the innocent face,
yet another one of your many appearing ways...
I fall,
all over again.

And as i take your heart in my hands,
hid it at the sacred place...
I have chosen to risk the pain.

All over again.

Yep.

2010-10-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

With no expectations, comes no disappointment.

Help my head.

2010-10-20T13:56:00.003+08:00

I want my brain to stop working.

On the nonsense it is conjuring.

Before i turn emotion-dead.

Stop me, already, from over-thinking.

Please, help my head.

Tired. Tried.

2010-10-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

It's a roller coaster ride.

Please,

find me somewhere to hide.

All sides.

Self-Control.

2010-10-19T10:14:00.003+08:00

I must learn not to put you in first place.

Before i get trapped in the maze.

Before i lose myself in the daze.

Before i turn out last in the race.

i indulged in my own solace.

Nice Saying #39

2010-10-18T11:21:00.003+08:00

"If you can understand, i allow each day spent between us to end, only because, i hold on to the faith and knowledge that another such day would surely come again."

I hope you feel the same.

More than that.

2010-10-18T11:17:00.002+08:00

I am much more than that.

And so i chose to remain nonchalent,
chose to keep away the attack..
as you battle it out on your own,
entertaining yourself with war of words alone,

I am so much more than just that.

you know?

2010-10-14T13:33:00.007+08:00

you claim you know me enough.
to be able to tell that i lied, to you, to myself.

if you actually do know me
you would know it was never intended to be
a so-called lie is all you can see
i beg to differ, it was just me being me.

my feelings went roller-coaster
that's why i chose not to share
not coz i want to drift further
but i know those emotions do not last long enough to bear.

when i talked about it i just wanted you to know
it's still you i choose, to go through times of high and low.
yet it was a wrong move that i totally regret
i should just have kept my fucking mouth shut, sealed it should have been kept.

u said u know me, do you really know?
for if you do, you would never think of me being that low.

Beat it.

2010-10-14T11:17:00.007+08:00

you say don't waste your time.
i have never asked you to
i didnt need you to act kind.

you claim to others you genuinely really care for me
if you did you would not , in your hidden ways
slowly but surely spoil the friendship between me and she.

yes i can be just accusing without reason.
but isn't that what you always do too?
and you always portray your actions to be out of good intention.

i always give in to you and your whines
i always doted on you coz i thought i should
and i really did care, i guess i was just blind.

it's my life as what you always say
i do not need your approval or nod of head
i do not need to do things your way.

i shut up when you showed me your black face whenever you want to
you can rudely refuse to look me in the eye when we talk..
tell me what you would have done if i did those same things to you.

u really know how to reach one's limit.
for that i salute you.
Forget it.

and so that's what friends are for.

2010-10-11T16:40:00.002+08:00

i only know
i dun want to lose you.

i do not reckon our time is due.

i do not want to fight
over your her, or over mine.

i wish for things to be fine.

we have such different views.
i heard your stand, i listened.

when can it be your turn?

leave, or live.

2010-10-11T15:32:00.003+08:00

why is it tiring
when it is supposed to be a relief?

i can no longer perceive.

i tried my best to achieve.

i chose to believe.

i cannot breathe.

Nice Saying #38

2010-10-04T14:05:00.002+08:00

I may not be your perfect lover, but who is perfect in the world?
At least i'm gonna try perfecting perfection, at least to your conception.

Nice Saying #37

2010-10-02T09:38:00.002+08:00

"Believe in your eyes, not your ears. Believe also, in your heart, not your fears."

Believe in your laughter, not your tears.

Nice Saying #36

2010-09-29T17:29:00.002+08:00

"Love is either inviting the union by opening up, or securing the isolation by shutting down."

It's your choice between a smile or a frown.

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.

2010-09-27T17:02:00.003+08:00

Enough is enough.

My limit may seem limitless.

Do not push it, nonetheless.

10 more things I hate about her.

2010-09-27T12:18:00.006+08:00

I hate that she is doing this to you, and there's nothing I can do.
I hate that she is making you so upset, getting you so blue.

I hate that she stirs up your emotions, that she still has the power to.
I hate that she is still in your head, her memories still rule.

I hate that I can't say much, because of where i stand.
I hate that I can't do much, for I actually can.

I hate that I can't be more nasty, for I am the bigger man.
I hate that I can't comment much, because i really can rant.

I hate to be in this position, but at the same time i'm glad.

And most of all, I hate that she made you feel this mad,
yet i can only hate myself for not being able to make you feel less sad.

My position

2010-09-27T09:37:00.002+08:00

I'm not in any position to make you feel any better.
I'm not in that position to bitch about the other.
I'm not in the position that I would have rather,
I'm not in such a position of a friend, less than a considered partner.

I do not hate my position, but I hate the situation.

You did not know. So?

2010-09-24T11:59:00.003+08:00

When it became clear that you were never clear
It should have been a big blow.

Yet, to me, it remains still,
To just go with the flow.

It does not feel that low.

Nice Saying #35

2010-09-23T11:08:00.004+08:00

"No relationship is a waste of time. It is yet another experience of what should be in life, with another person."

I heard, and i have listened.

Bestie.

2010-09-22T14:33:00.004+08:00

I looked through the old albums,
amidst dust and memories.

Our happy faces is all i see.

Right until this very moment,
You are still standing next to me.

Where you ought always to be.

You, i can still see.

Nice Saying #34

2010-09-21T11:08:00.001+08:00

"Remember, do not lose me and feel the loss. Do not feel the loss by not losing me."

That's how it should be.

10 more things I love about you, and counting still...

2010-09-21T10:31:00.003+08:00

I love the way you are my silent company , as i go for my spins.
I love the way you sleep so soundly, even throughout the noisy din.

I love the way you want to spend time with me, even though you are dead beat.
I love the way you like to eat everything that i like to eat.

I love the way you pinch my cheeks, for they are only yours to pinch.
I love the way you laugh, as well as when you cringe.

I love the way you act angry, and even when you frown.
I love the way i get to see every side of you, when you're feeling up and even when you're down.

I love that I can actually love you a bit more, every minute of every day.
But most of all, I love when you say I love you, even in your cutesy little way.

Nice Saying #33

2010-09-15T14:24:00.001+08:00

"Do not try to be a judge when you are not impartial enough to listen to the defence. Stick to the prosecutor role if that's just what you know."

Go.

Ten things I love about you.

2010-09-09T11:36:00.005+08:00

I love the way you look at me now, as we walk hand in hand.
I love the way that somehow, we slowly became more than just friends.

I love the way your hair smells, and your perfume too,
I love the way how my car and room starts to smell like you.

I love the cutesy voice you use, whenever you feel like it.
I love the way you laugh, and how our laughter fits.

I love all the times we spent together, and hate it when we are apart.
I love the way you tell me things, and meant it from your heart.

I love the fact that nowadays, i no longer need to 'bang wall'.

But most of all,
I love how much I can actually love you, and it's still not enough,
for it can continue to add on more and more.

Nice Saying #32

2010-09-02T15:12:00.004+08:00

"For what all words are worth, they are just tools to emphasize the actions spoken. At least for me, I would not allow silence."

Misunderstood

2010-08-31T11:14:00.005+08:00

When the truth gets construed
until it becomes untrue
that's when i got misunderstood.

When words get twisted
and actions seem wasted
that's when i feel misunderstood.

When time can't seem to heal the pain
and wisdom doesn't seem to have been gained
that's when the misunderstanding continued.

I hate to be misunderstood.

I thought you knew me.

2010-08-30T14:05:00.001+08:00

And to think i thought you know me.
Apparently i thought wrongly.
Therefore i learned
Never to jump into conclusions.

I really thought you know me.

Now i just have to let things be.

It takes a lot.

2010-08-28T11:46:00.004+08:00

It takes alot to be this clumsy
When you trip over flat floor.
It takes alot to be that blind
When you could walk into a concrete wall.
It takes alot to be this dumb
When you can leave a slipper behind while walking
It takes alot to be that crazy
When you think you can sleep while eating.

It takes alot to be this nonsensical
When you can laugh at nothing at all.
It takes alot to be that comical
When you can laugh at your own fall.
It takes alot to be this intellectual
When you can laugh at really deep jokes
It also takes alot to be that unbelievable
When you can laugh at lame statements from kid books.

It takes alot to keep on laughing
Even when life takes its toll on you.
It takes even more to laugh with feeling
And to make sure you laugh away your blues.

Laugh to make your life worth living.

It takes alot.

LIfe is really too short.

2010-08-28T11:19:00.004+08:00

Life is really too short

To worry about people who is not even worth your time.
To feel for people who is not even worth your effort.
To help people who only knows how to whimper and whine.
To think for people who treats you like dirt.

Life is really too short

To allow people to put pressure on you for fun.
To let people talk to you in tones you do not deserve.
To accept people dictating you on what should be done.
To give in to people who insist they treat you with love.

Life is really too short

People would not return you the time you use on them.
Thinking about them with the wasted hours and minutes?
Thinking for them with the wasted million seconds?
It's time you think for yourself, isn't it?

Life is really too short
To do this to yourself.
Do not ever live your life
Like it's for someone else.

A tribute to the Hostage Tragedy victims and family.

2010-08-25T16:08:00.004+08:00

All you wanted was a time of fun, with your loved ones.
All you thought you paid for was a short holiday, a quick getaway.

It turned out to be a great tragedy, loss of your family.

You had to pay for the mistakes of another's stupidity.

And all i can do, is to feel sad for you too.

My utmost condolences, please try to take it easy.

Nice Saying #31

2010-08-24T17:12:00.001+08:00

"If you must know, take heed, fate is not to be resigned to, but to be seek."

Nice Saying #30

2010-08-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

"And because you had me at hello, I seem to have forgotten what is goodbye. As much as i try."

Twelve things i hate about you.

2010-08-23T16:02:00.006+08:00

I hate the way you talk to her,
like you are still her girl.
I hate the way your time spent with her
equates to my emotions being stirred.
i hate how she treats you wrong
yet to you she still seems to be the one.
i hate how your hurt gets prolonged
until the point of feeling numbed.

I hate the way she makes you sad, so much it makes me sick.
I hate the way you cry at night over something I wish I can fix.
I hate it when I have to share someone i treasure so true
I hate it that I feel this low, so much I don't know what to do.

I hate it when you’re not around and who am I to find out
i hate it when i actually feel that i have some kind of doubt.
i hate it that i can't make you feel more than you can feel
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate her, let alone hate you.

Nice Saying #29

2010-08-20T16:48:00.002+08:00

"Why call it a perfect ending when an ending should never be a good thing?"

Not unless you end suffering.

Nice Saying #28

2010-08-20T12:30:00.004+08:00

"My kind of fairy tale would have a perfect inception and no ending.
For how can an ending ever be perfect?
Perfection should start and end from the beginning."

Nice Saying #27

2010-08-17T12:04:00.003+08:00

"And because life really is about loving and being loved, hurting and feeling hurt. So do yourself a favour and find the person well worth, at least for all these efforts."

Blessings

2010-08-16T16:29:00.009+08:00

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness,
feel a tad stronger and lesser than sick,
you are more blessed than the one million people,
who would not be able to survive the week.

If you have never experienced the lonliness of imprisonment,
the scariness and danger of battle,
the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of twenty million people around the world.

If you attend a church meeting without fear of arrest,
of great harassment,torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost around
three billion people in this world, no less.

If you have food in your refrigerator,clothes on your back,
a roof over your head and a private place to crap,
a car to drive, money to enjoy beer,
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank and in your wallet too,
spare change lying around in a dish somewhere,
you are among the top 8% of the well-to-do,
in this world where poverty the rest has to bear.

If you hold up your head with a smile
and you truly feel thankful,
you are blessed because while
the majority can,yet most do not do.

If you can read and understand,
you are more blessed than alot of them,
for around two billion people in this universe,
cannot read, cannot write, cannot converse.

We are truly blessed.

Please do not take anything for granted.

Time told.

2010-08-16T14:35:00.001+08:00

And only time can tell
how things can turn out well

when you least expect it to.

I did all i could do.

Nice Saying #26

2010-08-16T10:45:00.002+08:00

" If it is any true, i finally caught sight of Lady Luck's smile, on the very day i met you."

Nice Saying #25

2010-08-11T12:27:00.003+08:00

"If you haven't been told, the words i have never seem enough to paint you a perfect picture. But i want you to know, that if i could, i would draw you the world."

Think about it. Hard.

2010-07-29T11:51:00.002+08:00

How bad can my day get
When all i face is my own creation
of stupid up and down emotions?

Nothing but self-destructed feelings.

Somewhere else, someone faces their worst nightmare
of weather caving into their lives
of fires burning away their chance to survive

Something that is destructing their everything

how bad is my day compared to theirs?

Really nothing much.

oh no.

2010-07-29T11:08:00.003+08:00

Over the rainbow
I see your true colours.

Time did show.

It's still you at hello.

s.h.i.t

2010-07-29T11:06:00.003+08:00

and i'm getting sick of this.

maybe im just being an emotional git.
But i feel it's always me getting the brunt end of it.

Just because i'm too timid.
To stand on my own two feet.

Tiring shit.

Nice Saying #24

2010-07-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

"Purposely met you accidentally."

The rest should be history.

i hope you know

2010-07-22T15:43:00.003+08:00

I do hope you will realise, one fine day,
that you are just darn lucky, in every way.

You are not even my kind of girl, in any sense,
Yet i dote on you so much, friends call me dense.

I must wake up from the idea soon
Before i really becomes an actual goon.

I do like you to want to date
Guess timing's wrong and should leave to fate.

i do hope you will know.
Before i really go.

My french connection. Go.

2010-07-21T13:58:00.002+08:00

"Vous devez savoir, l'avenir nou le dira. aussi longtemps que vous êtes heureux. Je vais devoir te laisser partir."

Go.

Go.

2010-07-21T11:08:00.003+08:00

You ought to know.
Only time will show.
As long as you are happy,
I will let go.

I have to learn to let go.

It's a So Sore World

2010-07-20T11:44:00.003+08:00

Just one word she mentioned, and your feeling gets so sore
No matter how much of after-consolation, the comfort words do not help more.

It has always been up to her call.

It will always be your fall.

Until the time comes when you stop giving your all.

(For you my gf).

Nice Saying #23

2010-07-19T10:48:00.002+08:00

"I'd rather the option of cannot remember than cannot forget."

I'd rather you have moments that are good than memories that are bad.

Learn. Always Learn.

2010-07-09T15:27:00.003+08:00

Why do we waste time going through cycle after cycle
When life does not allow anything to last forever?

We use our time and strength to fall in love
To place each other higher than above
Only to fall out of it when the time arrives
Back to strangers and out of each other's lives.

We use our time and strength to make friends
To make sure we meet up every other weekend
Only to drift apart when life steers us towards different paths
Back to those kind of friendship where hi & bye is enough.

We use our time and strength to work hard at our jobs
To make sure we earn more than what is alot
Only to tire ourselves out faster than we can last
Back to the earth where everything turns into dust.

Why don't we ever learn?
To treasure time.
Never let it burn.

Nice Saying #22

2010-07-09T15:26:00.002+08:00

"People have their different sets of views. Not expecting anything is how i show my feelings for you."

Believe it, it's true.

Self Struggle.

2010-07-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

The silence is screaming out loud
Yet the quietened howls and shouts..

What is that all about?

My inner self struggling to find out.

愛不疚

2010-07-09T15:06:00.001+08:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後或會走
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背後去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全多捨不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽掛找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

Let go.

2010-07-08T17:03:00.002+08:00

Let it go

Taking its time slow
It would surely show
Maybe the choice left..
Is to let it go.

Let it go

That's how much the feelings flow
That's how much i can withstand the cold
Maybe the choice is clear..
Is to let it go.

Let you go

Doesn't mean i feel for you less
Doesn't mean i'm not in a mess
I just feel it's for your best...

Is to let you go.

I hate to let you go though.

Thank you loves.

2010-07-05T14:13:00.005+08:00

I am easily satisfied
I am easily happy.

I have lived contentedly.

Thank you all my loves
For making this year's growing older merry.

I live contentedly.

Nice Saying #21

2010-07-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

"Words are all I have left to paint a picturesque view. I can only hope you understand in the way i drew."

For You.

Nice Saying #20

2010-06-28T10:24:00.002+08:00

"Le Coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaît point."

(-- The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of.)

Nice Saying #19

2010-06-26T11:11:00.001+08:00

"If you ever realise, remember, love is finding the strength to stay away when all one wants to do is to stay."

Maybe you will realise you are the You, one day.