steeper downside.

i need to find an escape route
a way to get out of the way

before the insanity stays.

downside.

i am desperately trying to stay away
from this miserable materialistic state.

Someone please help me escape.

————

犹柔寡断的你 最后还是选择原谅
内心感觉脆弱 外表却看起來好像很堅強
明明就非常在意 她对你的情感是否还保持一样
又不愿訴说內心真正的想法 不愿将心事释放

時不時会精神崩潰 容易胡思亂想
又爱又恨 不僅把自己搞得精神錯亂
我猜想这种心情 来去会经常
好想能扶持你 却帮不上任何忙

身为你的朋友 不想看到你这样
但愿你能重回 从前的开朗
你能开心 是我的圣诞愿望
希望你我 都能如愿以偿。

It is really okay.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to cry
that it is really okay to sigh
that it is really okay to stumble
that it is really okay to crumble.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to be weak
that it is really okay to be in need
that it is really okay to be indecisive
that it is really okay to still believe.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to keep loving
that it is really okay to keep forgiving
that it is really okay to keep thinking
that it is really okay to keep expecting.

From time to time
it is really okay to not live up to your own expectations
there really is no need to put on a strong front
when You know You can't.

It is really okay.

Acting like an entertainer

i would love to be your entertainer
i would love to make you laugh.

But i know it is tough.

i would love to be your revivor
but i know the way along is rough.

i would never be enough.

Therefore,
i will stick to being an actor
and live in lies and bluffs.

The moment has come. Maybe.

the little unknown exposed.
the little hidden disclosed.
the moment finally came.
i am out of the game.

i am free once more.
no longer do i feel the sore.
the feeling has left.
maybe it's for the best.

i could care less.

i think.

终于解脱。

我低着头 沉默掩盖了我
那一瞬间 我终于找到解脱

释放的感觉 不必再闪躲
黑暗变亮光 不需再摸索

由始以来 我早知道结果
心开了怀 我不再沉默

问题的答案 就在于洒脱
说了出口 感觉也已溜过

感觉已经溜过
我终于已能解脱。

我终于放过了我。

Wise Saying #5

Somebody very wise spoke :

"you can move as slowly as you need.
Just do not stop moving."


i totally agree with the saying.

Wise saying #4

Somebody very wise has taught:

There are all halves in the world.

Half of good, half of evil.
Half of rich, half of poor.

Half of men, half of women.
Half of animals, half of human.

Half of happiness, half of sadness
Half of justice, half of unfairness.

Half of war, half of peace
Half of calm, half of casualties.

If we do not learn to love life
And the halfness it brings
We would always only end up
Wanting half of everything.

The world is fair It gives us whole
Since we love the highs, we must take the lows.

That is what life is about.

Let me be.

I want to break free.
Would heaven be nice to me?

Just let me be.

It's hilarious how the world works

It's hilarious how the world works.

Love...
1)You miss this someone when she's not around, but she's feeling the same exact way for someone else.
2) You wake up thinking of this someone and what is she up to, and
someone else out there wakes up with this someone thinking of her
in that same way too.
3) You want to do whatever you can to make her happy,but someone
else can just smile, and that would drown her in glee.


Someone once said there is that one person out there meant just for each and every one.
If you meet this person at the wrong time or wrong place, does it mean it is over and done?

Life....
1)You work so hard to get what you want, but someone else can be born into a world of endless cash and fun.
2) You study so hard to get the paper for future, but someone else can have their future all laid out in front to last forever.
3) You experience more downs than ups, but someone else does not even understand what down means, for their downs are about not having most than enough.

Someone once said there is no reason to compare, for there will always be someone above another.
To understand the meaning does not mean i am any less further.

It's hilarious how the world actually works.

Wise saying #3

Someone once asked me:"

Is it better to love someone who doesn't reciprocate coz she doesn't know?
Or someone who knows but doesn't reciprocate because she doesn't feel the same way?"

I stared blankly:
"Who you actually fall in love with is not for you to say."

Another Lesson

i need to be wiser
i need to learn faster
to know if those were hints
and what exactly it means.

Maybe i read too much into it
Maybe i wish for it to fit
Into what i want to think
Into the kind of hope it brings.

But if the hopes were placed too high
They may,in the end,fall, crash and die
I'd rather place it really low
So i can take it even if it becomes a blow.

Hopes should always stay low.

the 5 Ws 2 Hs.

Where did all my confidence go?
When will i find the courage to let You know?
Why i feel the way i do?
What exactly is that feeling i feel?
How can i ever show?
the Who is actually You.

Teach me How to.

A wonderful night.

The gems above sparkling bright
In this starry, starry night
the planes rumbled pass
so low yet so high above us
the wind blew on
so gentle yet so strong.

what a wonderful night.

Her.

Just when I thought it was over
Once again I got to see her.
Just like before my heart thumped.
Just like before my pulse jumped.

Once more I got to see my attitude girl.

Memories.

Memories

Little stories that used to be the present
Yet somehow turned into the past.
Each one holds some kind of lesson
that is taught from life's class.

Memories

Some are meant to be bitter
in order for us to learn
how not to belittle
these lessons concerned.

Memories

Others are meant to be sweet
In order for time to bask
These are meant for keeps
And these will always last.

Memories

Some are slowly fading away
Some long forgotten
Those which are here to stay
are those of importance.

Memories
Some still come back clearly.

my kind of perfection.

perfection is each individual's perception.

my kind of perfection...

a long,slow stroll alone in the cooling breeze in the darkening hours of the night...
coffee sessions with loved ones by my side...
long conversations with mum about life's ups and downs...
a relaxing soak in the tub with soothing music playing in the background...
a good read of interesting twists and turns...
a good movie about romance and love...
lying by the beach with no worries except how nice the tan will turn out...
a private place for my own personal space where i can scream and shout...
a holiday to anywhere with more than enough to spend...
abundance of leisure time on my hands...
parties with good music and free flow of alcohol...
my money growing by itself more and more...
long drives under the stars with no fixed destination...
good food during a pigging out session...



Perfection.

i have realised.

i should have known better than to think otherwise
Should have seen it coming before it materialised.
Should have anticipated it before it gets precise.
i should have, a long time ago, realise.

this is how things are meant to happen
at least now it has reached a conclusion.
it is a clear realization.

i have come to realise.

A lesson

i come to learn...

Silence can be deafening
Yet noise can be silenced.

Questions can get answers
Yet answers can be questioned.

Medicine can be poisonous
Yet poison can be a cure.

Endurance can be tiring
Yet Fatique can be endured.

Fearsome can be brave
Yet Bravery can be fearful.

Pain can be numbed
Yet Numbness can be painful.

Movement can come to a stop
Yet Stillness can be moving.

You can be clear of confusion
Yet Clarity can be confusing.

Admittance can be denied
Yet Denial can be admitted.

Acceptance can be refused
Yet Refusal can be accepted.

To take things slow can make them fast
To rush into things can slow them down.

To seek can be hidden
To hide can be found.

help.

Will you please be my inner voice
help me drown out all the other noise

So i could turn a deaf ear
to the other things i do not want to hear.

Because I may not be able to take it any longer.

唯一。的你。

一线 希望
一份 忘怀
一次 释放
一次 失败

一个 理由
一份 友谊
一个 是否
一个 问题

一份 不舍
一份 难忍
一次 忍受
一个 永恒。

i dislike me sometimes.

some people get to reap what was left behind
get to enjoy what was not their own hard work's find
yet some others have to continue paying off bad debts
of their own people's selfishness' aftermath.

i dislike what my mind is going through
yet i cant help some moments feeling like a fool.
i hate myself for feeling this way at times
but i have learned to accept what is yours is mine..

i hate myself for those moments.
i really do.

Session #672321

Oldies playing in the background
friends sitting around.

Having yet another one of our sessions.

i indulge in this blissful recurring occasion.

Just You.

Silently, i dove into my interesting read
oblivious to the surroundings
with the exception of You at the opposite seat.

And you are oblivious to my feelings.

Silently, i stole glances at You at some point of time
taking my eyes off the moments of reading.
while people around are oblivious to this feeling of mine
this hidden unknown thinking.

i have to stop this feeling
before it gets me totally lost.

Just because.

my routine drink

I held my mug of coffee,
loving the aroma it gives,
the awakening sensation with each sip.

i dislike routines.
Yet i love my this routine drink.

my failure to challenge. afterall.

i love the challenges that challenge bring.
i just hate the failure that comes along before the sting.

Can the both not be linked?

At first, I challenged myself not to fail.
But in the end, i chose to bail.
I faced the failure to challenge the unknown veiled.


I found myself facing the failure to challenge afterall.

Really hard i pray.

It's Just
A little Crush
That will go away.
Really hard i pray.

I hope
It doesn't develop.
It wouldn't stay.
Really hard i pray.

I wish
The feelings unleashed
Will continue to obey.
Really hard i pray.

And the person
In question
Will never see that day.
Really hard i pray.

for you bf!

i am being emo
at least that's what i've been told.
from the posts i add
from the words i said.
but please believe me when i say
i am really feeling okay.
the truth is i've never felt sad
since the day i faced the facts.

i am really doing well.
i hope you all can tell.

i am not being emo.
maybe only a little slow.
(ahwhahwah)

thank you for checking up on me though.

not-so-wise saying #4

i once read from somewhere:

"the unknown is a vulnerability."

i do not agree.

To me,
The unknown is a mystery
Awaiting for discovery.

给你。

你真的快乐吗？ 你真的是那么潇洒
她对你的坏 你还能忍受吧？

一直听说 她让你失望难过
做的事情也一错再错
你给的机会 她没好好把握
强词夺理 也越来越多

而你却愿意这样下去
受她摆布 全都是你
何不让她咎由自取
让她尝试心痛的意义

你爱她真的有这样深
对她的感情那么的纯真
伤心自己一个人分
心酸却没有人疼

我好想好想告诉你
所有不舆快由我来顶
但我又能怎么样跟她比
在你心目中的定意

如果你有一天发现
我对你的心情是种暗恋
我愿意一直陪在旁边
你是否对我感觉就由我如愿

我没那个勇气让你知道
你在我心中有多重要
能做你的朋友就好
能在随时给你个依靠。

你真的快乐吗？你是真的那么地潇洒
她对你的坏 你就继续忍受吧。

the phone.

I picked up the phone.
Heard the dial tone.

Heart turned into stone.
I slammed down the phone.

I picked up the phone.

Wrote You a message.

Felt it's too cliche.

I backspaced to a clear page.

And that is how i know

I will never get to show

Its You that is You.

You may never know.

I pretend.

Pretence.

To find a way to keep up
It's a work i have to guard.
It's a fine piece of art.
Pretence can be so hard.

Pretending.

To be fine as you spoke
Of the date with the toad.
i go into nonchalent mode.
Pretending it's a joke.

Pretender

my role in this game
to act like it's nothing
when we mention her name.
a pretender i became.

Pretend

I try my best at it
That attitude i seek
The things i did
To pretend indeed.

I am a great pretender.
Pretending that i do not pretend.
It's all but just a pretence.

I do pretend.

and that is why.

and that is why

with the winding roads that feels never-ending
with fighting against sudden rain and corrupted beings
with the pit stop moments supposedly the most welcoming.

and that is why

with the long conversations of nothing serious
with the singing of songs on top of our voices
with the enjoyment of driving into nothingness.

and that is why

with the pursue for good food holds
with the sour and spicy at its most
with the extremes of hot and cold.

and that is why

with the sudden cheap shopping spree
with the fresh seafood that feels almost free
with the jokes spoken of she,me, us, we.

and that is why

with the hated cigerattes that were thrown away
with the last minute car wash at the end of the day
with the time together as blue skies turned grey

and that is why

two cars should become one
to be able to have even more fun.

and that is why

we have to do it again sometime.

and that is why.

Someone.

i know You have someone that makes your heart flutter.
i know You have someone that makes your actions fumble.
i know You have someone that seems to invade Your mind.
i know You have someone that seems to be able to stop time.
i know You have someone that makes wrong things seem right.
i know You have someone that seems to be Your joy and pride.
i know You have someone that makes You want to be with forever.
i know You have someone that You will always want to remember.

But do You know?

You make someone feel
the same way as You do
to Your that someone beau?

My someone is You.

Words.

Words
would it be better read
from a painted picture instead?
or would actions be better heard?

I only have words.

Wise saying #2

A saying goes:

"there's a reason why the past became a past"

And that is why that chapter has closed.

if ever.

if ever you realise the significance
of your untimely appearance
would you have chosen another time to appear?

if ever you feel attached
to the feeling of detached
would that be my darkest hour?

if ever the result of the revelation
would expose all my hidden emotions
would i still choose the revelation to occur?

if ever mysteries were to be unfold
and secrets were meant to be told
would i still feel the unsure?

if there is ever.

Wise Saying #1

My friend said:

"if his sorrys could be bottled up and sold, i think it would make him a millionaire".

And that is why you never make a girl flare.

the moment.

i await for that one fine moment of nothingness
when i can face the beauty of unfeeling
as you share matters of yours and hers
in our little conversations of speaking

When will the moment appear?

i listen to all your thinking of the moment
as it changes along time fluttering by
i listen to the words you have spoken
i listen to the tears drop as you cry

When will the moment be clear?

i still feel nothing of the nothingness
i still feel the want to share your woes
i attempt to find you the light among the darkness
i seek for you the open at the close

When will the moment be near?

i want the moment to be here.

...

Insanity.
Happens in reality.
More often than not.

I need Not.

It's still about You. For You.

I saw for my friend..
how she was being treated by her partner
how much pain she has gone through with a cheater
for being in love with mood swings and bad temper
times were of tears not much laughter.

I know for my friend...
When Shes happy she's a princess
When Shes not, shes just trash
Her happiness is built upon Her mood
She stuck by Her through more bad than good.

I asked my friend..
why did she fall in love with a bad boi
who made the whole relationship a drag not joy
She really does not in any way deserve
to be for her to be in love.

People say the picture is clear
with the view from the outside world.

Can You see my friend in You?

Must i be a bad boi to make You notice me?
I am who i am can you see?

It's still for You. About You.

A subconscious thought.

Unconsciously
I thought of her
At intervals.

And the truth is.

I have fallen
Unware of the fall

And now i'm broken.

i continue to wonder.

if the beginning never began
will the endless road ever come to an end
or will it continue to turn and bend?
i stopped to ponder.

if the feelings are never felt
if the holding on is never held
will the unmelting heart ever melt?
i had to shudder.

if the thoughts are never being thought
and the sought-afters are never being sought
and You never bring along what You have brought
would the outcome be any better?

i continue to wonder.

It's You. still You.

i lay burdened with feelings of my own
Unsure if i could ever make it known
to the others who doesn't have a clue
that the unknown feelings are for You.

i opened my door wide to let you through
Unsure if you know it is You
That the thrown wide opened door
is You that it is opened for.

It's You. still You.

not-so-wise saying #3

Someone quoted:
"you need to be cruel to be kind."

I voted:
"you need to be kind to manage cruelty fine."

My world's other world.Bah.

My world is in their own other world
Of customers, stoves and pots
They each have their own character
Who cooks food that rots.

My world is hooked to their other world
And all of them insist
That their other world is good and fun
And that i duno what i've missed.

I vow not to give in to my world's call
To join them in their other world.
To the temptation I will not fall
For this i am trying to be sure.

Beautiful You.

You are beautiful you must realise
Do not allow yourself to feel otherwise.
Though she may make you think else way
If you trust me this is what i say.

You are a treasure
no other can measure
Up to you.
It's true.

You are beautiful.

Merry christmas.

Christmas.

A way to end a year.

Making merry with full of cheer.

A festive of love.

From up above.

I wish You.

A merry wonderful christmas.

Even in my dreams.

i woke up, darker than blue.
Even in my dreams she was perfect for you.
Even in my dreams she was your desire
Even in my dreams it was she you admire.

i woke up, breathless.
Even in my dreams i was feeling daggers.
Even in my dreams you stood up for her.
Even in my dreams she was still your girl.

i woke up, reluctant to return to sleep.
Even in my dreams you two i have to meet.
Even in my dreams the pain was real.
Even in my dreams fate seemed to seal.

i woke up, hating to dream.
Coz even in there it only seems
She was the only one you see
That is already in reality.

two different worlds
held the same outcome.
i grew numb.

Between you and me

An invisible thread of uncertainty

weaves itself into impossibility

yet trying to break free...

Between you and me.

A cloud of illusion

hovering around conclusions

of the feelings mentioned...

Between you and me.

The rain before the storm

after the winds were gone

washed away all feelings longed...

Between you and me.

Suddenly impossible

turning into attainable

began to occur...

Between you and me.

Another session once again.

Our session began

with strangers walking by

leading each own's life.

Our session continues

as time passes quietly

slowly but surely.

Our session ends

still with strangers passing

oblivious to the surroundings.

But we aren't them.

We are friends

enjoying each other's presence

in our little sessions.

Once again.

For You once more.

i'm going shopping

On the black and white keys

For songs to sing

For melodies

For tunes

For You.

All or nothing.

The rain splattering outside
Beating against the window pane.

I try to fall to sleep
In my dreams i hope to meet
Just only You. Again.

Coz i want it all.
Or nothing more.

Will you?

The road ahead is long.

Will you walk with me?

Or just let it be?

Because of you.

Because of you....

my black and white world

began to be filled with a little colour

Because of you....

the sad old songs

began to change into cheery sing-alongs

Because of you...

days of dull

began to become times of wild

Because of you...

black twilight

began to turn into starry nights

Because of you.

what's going on?

Each time she's being mentioned
i feel a cut down my skin
deep within.

This should not happen.

Not so wise saying #2

Someone said happily:
"Drink more coffee. It gives you more strength to do more stupid things."

i say actually:
"Do more stupid things. It gives you more reason to get more coffee to drink."

Happy happy birthday mum!

happy birthday my dearest mum
the most special love of my life.
the best mummy in the world,
And an even better wife.

you are my world, my sun.
i love you mum.

happy birthday once again.

Not so wise saying #1

A very wise being once said:

"if you want breakfast in bed, go sleep in the kitchen."

Her other half ran away with another instead.

Mean whatever you say.

Sweet nothings
Are called nothings
For a reason.

Make it into something
Say it with meaning
Feel it even.

And that's when sweet really happens.

two sides.

on my right
sits a devil with a halo
and a bow.

on my left
sits an angel with two horns
full of thorns.

do you still dare?
would you still care?

You, again.

i saw u coming near
inside i smiled.
until i caught a glimpse of her
inside i teared.

still, i smiled to the world.

damn technology

technology is doing us in
at least for one i am being

as if being online at work isn't enough
now synchronising the bloody phone is tough

can't i just settle for a good read
without having the want to facebook or tweet

i hate that i am still falling in love with it
the damn technology shit.

can i just quit.

Tattoos. my mastery pieces.

"The human spirit craves mastery over its carnel shell" -- Dan Brown, The Lost Symbol.

When I write, will you read?

It feels like i could write all day long
All my emotions written into songs
Songs of laughter, songs of tears
Songs of my life, of yesteryears

Theres so much to write about
So much to scream and shout
So much pent up feelings
all penned down in one sitting

I want to write about the memories
The past experiences Between you and me
I want to write about anything
Even something without meaning

And i will continue to write
and write with all my might
Until theres nothing left
Until it's time for my death

For my Mummy

My one true love
A gift from above
If there's ever a choice
It's always you, my one true love.

You watched me grow
You were always proud of me
even when i did nothing for you to be proud of
You still love me no matter how i turned out to be

You did everything for me
Wake me up for school and now work
Made me meals, buy me coffee
Watch me smoke and though you want to scold me
You love me in your own ways and let me be

You encouraged me when i need to be encouraged
Listened to my rants when I feel ranty
Kept up for the whole night just to make sure i reached home safely
Worry for me even when there is nothing to worry

Made my bed, helped me with my laundry
Nice to my friends, even when you did not feel they are good for me
Buy me things when you have that extra money
Everything you do, you save the above place for me

For everything and everything else
Thank you Mummy
You must know you are everything to me
And i wish i could do everything for you
To make sure your life is happy.

For you to smile.

i did this for you So you would smile.

And smiled you did Like a little child.

:)

Today.

Today
It will become tomorrow's yesterday
It will leave us with nothing but memories
Of what we did today.

Today
It is yesterday's tomorrow
It will give us another day to do
What we want to do tomorrow.

Today
It will just come time and time once more
And so we take for granted
What tomorrow actually is for.

Today
For some it will come, for others it will not
Before the memories fade
Let's put action into the thoughts.

Today
Do not let it slip away
Do not for a moment
Think there's always today.

Everything, Something, Nothing.

For everything that started from nothing,
Something started.

For nothing to become something ,
Everything mattered.

For something to lead to everything,
Nothing gathered.

For everything to become nothing,
Something withered.

Do You know it's You?

Each little word you say to me
i think to know what you mean
Are there hidden thoughts beneath
Is there something to be seen

Each time we meet again
i try to make it last
i did not want time to end
i want the dawn not turn to dusk

The way i feel with you around
Is not what i want to feel
Head to nothing is what is bound
It is not what i can deal

i wish this would go away
For this is not the time
You will say what you say
And yet you will not be mine

Perhaps time is all i need
For what i wish for you to see
And time i hope will lead
Eventually you to me.

Our sessions.

We had different sessions, sometimes a day a few
We sit around together, just to hang out and chill
We each do different things of our own, to meet deadlines that kill
But it's the time spent together, the togetherness we feel.

You may be studying, i may be there to read
Over coffee, in a place we all meet.
She may be looking , into the technology thing she supposedly need
But it's the time spent together, the same place we sit.

We will take time off the different things we do
Just to talk to each other, just to head to the loo
Sometimes in groups of three, other times in two
But it's the time spent together, over coffee we chill.

These sessions are the best, please let it be a must
Even though time always seem to fly past
And it does seem to travel exceptionally fast
But it's the time spent together, for these times will last.

You, you, and you.

Those few days after the bad
Those few days when i went mad
Those few days after the wrong
You all showed up You all came along.

Together we had so much fun
We went places Under the sun
You made me laugh again
You made me sane.

We went for late drinks
Went to dance and sing
Went for night food
Things became good.

Thank you for being there
Thank you for the times we share
Thank you for becoming my friend
Thank you for the helping hand.

?

i lay awake into the wee hours of the morning, hoping for that one phone call.
It never came.
I fell into long and tiring endless dreams, each night getting more and more.
Each never the same.
I awoke, trying my hardest to remember the dreams, trying my best to recall.
All in vain.
I gave up, realising dreams are just opposites of reality,afterall.
That kept me sane.

Historians say all's fair in love and war.
It's still a game.
Knowing there's nothing to be done to stop the fall,
I stood, remained.
I wish i knew how to play it, what with the courts and the bouncing balls,
With all the easy claims.
I hope all things turn out good with time, and it would each time we saw,
I will get through the pain.

Time.

Time
Something always being taken granted of
What if tomorrow doesn't come.
What if it stops to evolve.
What if out it runs.

Time
Do we make full use of it?
Or do we just let it slip away.
It is something we can never beat
The night will always turn into day.

Time
It does not stop for any one
What if it really stops somehow
What if it declares " i am done"
What if it gives up on us now?

Time
It will never turn around
It will go on without you
But it will carry all ur ups and downs
It will see us through.

Treasure all that we have
It may not last for good
It may be all that's left
Treasure whatever we could.

me,myself and i.

I go to bed every night
took for granted tomorrow awake I will be.
I open my eyes clear with sight,
I hear with ease, I breathe freely.
Everything in life that keeps me alive,
to face my new day's so-called challenge,
I take it like it rightly belongs to me,
That it is owed by the heavens.
I fight for myself to live 'better',
Chase luxury, enjoy fine material,
And i suddenly realise
I have never stopped to wonder.

Have I ever stop to wonder,
For those who fight the daily real battles.
For those who wake up to white cold walls,
To needles and beeping machines on 24-hr call.
For those who woke up to the suffering,
To the pain, the jabs, the vomitting.
For those who fight for their lives, for that extra day of one,
Just to stay alive for their dad, their mum, their daughter, their son.
For those who do not stop to pity themselves, for they have no time,
For those who do not resent life, for life is what they are fighting to find.
For those who could not smell, could not hear, could not see,
For those who could not taste, could not swallow, could not breathe easy.

If i am fighting what i see
As life's battle in my daily world,
Then these people are fighting death's battle,
For a life so dear.
Should we stop to think and pray for them and,
for once, not just think for me,myself and i.

For my bro.

我还记得那一天
我们认识的那瞬间
我就知道你将会是
我生命里的一个永远

我们一起分享快乐
一起走过许多波折
你我之间的友谊
别人是不会了解的

我们曾经吵过架，反过脸
你说我彻底的改变
当时我完全不了解
就因为深埋在爱情里面

但你还是给我们机会
就算你是真的好累
为了这友谊你的付出
我是真的知道你的劳费

所以我要说声谢谢你
我真的是非常感激
你还要回到这份友谊里
让我们再一次继续。

For all of you.

i was there, down and out
i cried, i questioned, i was in doubt
i will always remember that fateful day
When i didn't know what to do or say

The moment You heard, you rushed to me
You let me cry in your arms, like a baby
You offered me words of comfort, a listening ear
You were right next to me, you were here

The next few days were nothing but a blur
i was out of my mind, i was that unclear
And You came down again and again, to help me up
You shook me, woke me, disallow me to harp

You picked up my calls in the middle of the night
Accompanied me till the day of light
You made sure i was fine, that i was okay
You made sure i could go through with the rest of the day

You are the one who helped me along
You showed me where i do belong
You gave me hope, You gave me strength
You gave me reason to live a life again

For all that You have gone through with me
You have shown me what i need to see
You all are who i really need
Yes it's You all, indeed.

I love you guys even though you already know
And i don't know how else i can show
But just to thank you again and again
For being there for me, for being my friend.

kisses and love.

my F.R.I.E.N.D.S

How many of us can safely say
Our friends will be there At any time of the day
How many of them have already come and gone
Leaving us to fight life's battle alone

Thank the heavens for the friends i have
It's the few that is left
That really shows what friends are for
These are those who will be there forever more

It's not the length of time you know
It's who is there during the times of low
It is through them that days now shine
You know who you are, dear friend of mine.

For you the Monica
Clean freak and pretty one
You are my 'the other'
And dun worry, you are alot of fun

As for you the Rachel
The funny and the goon
Days with you around just seem better
You won't be gone anytime soon

For you the Phobe
Only those who really know
Will be able to see
Your coolness is only a show

And you, the Joey
Flirt and good looking
Actual fact you are goofy
And never ever boring

There's also you, the Ross
Goody-2 shoes and smart
Not knowing u is a loss
Thank you for being a part

And u , the Ursula
Evil twin you might be
But you're my darl
Always around for me

For the rest who are not in the cast
You are still a dear friend to me
Mentioning you is surely a must
Forever in my heart u will be.

For you. and your ahma.

i know it's a hard time for you right now
even with your smiles and laughter, i can tell.
but i also know and i believe so
You will pick yourself up, you will be well.

She's your one true love, and will always remain
Your love for her will stay the same
No one will ever take her place in your heart
In there, she and you will never be apart.

I know you have your regrets, things you want to do
But it is okay, coz i believe she knows, looking down at you
Shes an angel with a halo, surreal and happy
Shes in a good place, a perfect sanctuary.

The funny guy.

im the funny guy in the group, at least that's what my friends say
i always get into trouble, every hour of every day
I try my best to be good, to get things out of my way
But the jokes always fall on me, fine, come what may.

For a moment I wish I was not the funny guy, i want to be the lead
At least in your life, at least for the times we meet
I wish you would know that the funny guy is the one you need
And i also wish one day you would be in love with this funny guy,not the lead.

For now things are good the way they are, I know they are good
I am still the funny guy, the non-serious crazy dude
Maybe one day we would realise Thats not the role I suit
Maybe one day I would become the lead, give the 'best man' role the boot

Until then I am happy to be the funny guy Happy to see you smile
Happy to be the one to make you laugh From near or from afar
It takes time to be both the best man and the lead, it would take a while
But i will work very hard To at least be on par.

For all the funny guys out there
Do not despair
Love and appreciation will eventually come
Somehow, somewhere.

好想相信

在夜深人静的时刻 我独自在思考
好想入睡 但总是睡不着
你有你的快乐 我早就已知道
也真的祝福你们 能白头携到老

只能默默等待 我能忘得掉
对你的这个感觉 这份坚熬
也只能希望 你终有一天会知道
我会在身旁 每当你需要依靠

好想相信 这个结果 只是时间阻挡的距离
好想相信 会有那么一天 你会知道我的心意
真想相信 我终有一天 能成为你重要的记忆
好想相信 我们不会永远 只是朋友的关系

我知道她能给你更多 也知道我们不会有结果
但我也知道 如机会能属于我
我一定会好好的保握
其实我们不算是好朋友
能喝杯咖啡闲聊 已算是个奢求
又哪敢希望 你会对我有那种感受
只好把感觉 都埋藏在心头

好想相信 这个结果 只是时间阻挡的距离
好想相信 会有那么一天 你会知道我的心意
真想相信 我总有一天 能成为你重要的记忆
好想相信 我们不会 只是朋友的关系

The first.

As i see you crack a laughter, smile a little,
it did not reach your eyes.
i wish there was something we could do,
to take away the sadness, the tears, the sighs.

I hope you know, i know you know,
we understand what you are going through
And i hope you know We will always be around,
anytime, anywhere, for you.

Things take time to settle down,
to sort themselves out.
Leave time for no regrets,
No more questions, no more doubt.

Light will come after every darkness,
After every night.
And the sadness that overcomes you,
will slowly fade out of sight.

i know you are strong, i know you will
Turn things around the way
And the long nights will soon be over,
The skys will no longer be grey.

Our world.

In a world so strange
where nothing can remain
yet nothing seem to change
Till the day You came.

In a world so strange
where everything is the same
yet everything has no aim
Till the day You came.

You walked into my world
You brought along people
Things became a blur
Our world had one another.

You walked into my world
Things became sure
we went places together
and my world became our world.