Between you and me

An invisible thread of uncertainty

weaves itself into impossibility

yet trying to break free...

Between you and me.

A cloud of illusion

hovering around conclusions

of the feelings mentioned...

Between you and me.

The rain before the storm

after the winds were gone

washed away all feelings longed...

Between you and me.

Suddenly impossible

turning into attainable

began to occur...

Between you and me.

Another session once again.

Our session began

with strangers walking by

leading each own's life.

Our session continues

as time passes quietly

slowly but surely.

Our session ends

still with strangers passing

oblivious to the surroundings.

But we aren't them.

We are friends

enjoying each other's presence

in our little sessions.

Once again.

For You once more.

i'm going shopping

On the black and white keys

For songs to sing

For melodies

For tunes

For You.

All or nothing.

The rain splattering outside
Beating against the window pane.

I try to fall to sleep
In my dreams i hope to meet
Just only You. Again.

Coz i want it all.
Or nothing more.

Will you?

The road ahead is long.

Will you walk with me?

Or just let it be?

Because of you.

Because of you....

my black and white world

began to be filled with a little colour

Because of you....

the sad old songs

began to change into cheery sing-alongs

Because of you...

days of dull

began to become times of wild

Because of you...

black twilight

began to turn into starry nights

Because of you.

what's going on?

Each time she's being mentioned
i feel a cut down my skin
deep within.

This should not happen.

Not so wise saying #2

Someone said happily:
"Drink more coffee. It gives you more strength to do more stupid things."

i say actually:
"Do more stupid things. It gives you more reason to get more coffee to drink."

Happy happy birthday mum!

happy birthday my dearest mum
the most special love of my life.
the best mummy in the world,
And an even better wife.

you are my world, my sun.
i love you mum.

happy birthday once again.

Not so wise saying #1

A very wise being once said:

"if you want breakfast in bed, go sleep in the kitchen."

Her other half ran away with another instead.

Mean whatever you say.

Sweet nothings
Are called nothings
For a reason.

Make it into something
Say it with meaning
Feel it even.

And that's when sweet really happens.

two sides.

on my right
sits a devil with a halo
and a bow.

on my left
sits an angel with two horns
full of thorns.

do you still dare?
would you still care?

You, again.

i saw u coming near
inside i smiled.
until i caught a glimpse of her
inside i teared.

still, i smiled to the world.

damn technology

technology is doing us in
at least for one i am being

as if being online at work isn't enough
now synchronising the bloody phone is tough

can't i just settle for a good read
without having the want to facebook or tweet

i hate that i am still falling in love with it
the damn technology shit.

can i just quit.

Tattoos. my mastery pieces.

"The human spirit craves mastery over its carnel shell" -- Dan Brown, The Lost Symbol.

When I write, will you read?

It feels like i could write all day long
All my emotions written into songs
Songs of laughter, songs of tears
Songs of my life, of yesteryears

Theres so much to write about
So much to scream and shout
So much pent up feelings
all penned down in one sitting

I want to write about the memories
The past experiences Between you and me
I want to write about anything
Even something without meaning

And i will continue to write
and write with all my might
Until theres nothing left
Until it's time for my death

For my Mummy

My one true love
A gift from above
If there's ever a choice
It's always you, my one true love.

You watched me grow
You were always proud of me
even when i did nothing for you to be proud of
You still love me no matter how i turned out to be

You did everything for me
Wake me up for school and now work
Made me meals, buy me coffee
Watch me smoke and though you want to scold me
You love me in your own ways and let me be

You encouraged me when i need to be encouraged
Listened to my rants when I feel ranty
Kept up for the whole night just to make sure i reached home safely
Worry for me even when there is nothing to worry

Made my bed, helped me with my laundry
Nice to my friends, even when you did not feel they are good for me
Buy me things when you have that extra money
Everything you do, you save the above place for me

For everything and everything else
Thank you Mummy
You must know you are everything to me
And i wish i could do everything for you
To make sure your life is happy.

For you to smile.

i did this for you So you would smile.

And smiled you did Like a little child.

:)

Today.

Today
It will become tomorrow's yesterday
It will leave us with nothing but memories
Of what we did today.

Today
It is yesterday's tomorrow
It will give us another day to do
What we want to do tomorrow.

Today
It will just come time and time once more
And so we take for granted
What tomorrow actually is for.

Today
For some it will come, for others it will not
Before the memories fade
Let's put action into the thoughts.

Today
Do not let it slip away
Do not for a moment
Think there's always today.

Everything, Something, Nothing.

For everything that started from nothing,
Something started.

For nothing to become something ,
Everything mattered.

For something to lead to everything,
Nothing gathered.

For everything to become nothing,
Something withered.

Do You know it's You?

Each little word you say to me
i think to know what you mean
Are there hidden thoughts beneath
Is there something to be seen

Each time we meet again
i try to make it last
i did not want time to end
i want the dawn not turn to dusk

The way i feel with you around
Is not what i want to feel
Head to nothing is what is bound
It is not what i can deal

i wish this would go away
For this is not the time
You will say what you say
And yet you will not be mine

Perhaps time is all i need
For what i wish for you to see
And time i hope will lead
Eventually you to me.

Our sessions.

We had different sessions, sometimes a day a few
We sit around together, just to hang out and chill
We each do different things of our own, to meet deadlines that kill
But it's the time spent together, the togetherness we feel.

You may be studying, i may be there to read
Over coffee, in a place we all meet.
She may be looking , into the technology thing she supposedly need
But it's the time spent together, the same place we sit.

We will take time off the different things we do
Just to talk to each other, just to head to the loo
Sometimes in groups of three, other times in two
But it's the time spent together, over coffee we chill.

These sessions are the best, please let it be a must
Even though time always seem to fly past
And it does seem to travel exceptionally fast
But it's the time spent together, for these times will last.

You, you, and you.

Those few days after the bad
Those few days when i went mad
Those few days after the wrong
You all showed up You all came along.

Together we had so much fun
We went places Under the sun
You made me laugh again
You made me sane.

We went for late drinks
Went to dance and sing
Went for night food
Things became good.

Thank you for being there
Thank you for the times we share
Thank you for becoming my friend
Thank you for the helping hand.

?

i lay awake into the wee hours of the morning, hoping for that one phone call.
It never came.
I fell into long and tiring endless dreams, each night getting more and more.
Each never the same.
I awoke, trying my hardest to remember the dreams, trying my best to recall.
All in vain.
I gave up, realising dreams are just opposites of reality,afterall.
That kept me sane.

Historians say all's fair in love and war.
It's still a game.
Knowing there's nothing to be done to stop the fall,
I stood, remained.
I wish i knew how to play it, what with the courts and the bouncing balls,
With all the easy claims.
I hope all things turn out good with time, and it would each time we saw,
I will get through the pain.

Time.

Time
Something always being taken granted of
What if tomorrow doesn't come.
What if it stops to evolve.
What if out it runs.

Time
Do we make full use of it?
Or do we just let it slip away.
It is something we can never beat
The night will always turn into day.

Time
It does not stop for any one
What if it really stops somehow
What if it declares " i am done"
What if it gives up on us now?

Time
It will never turn around
It will go on without you
But it will carry all ur ups and downs
It will see us through.

Treasure all that we have
It may not last for good
It may be all that's left
Treasure whatever we could.

me,myself and i.

I go to bed every night
took for granted tomorrow awake I will be.
I open my eyes clear with sight,
I hear with ease, I breathe freely.
Everything in life that keeps me alive,
to face my new day's so-called challenge,
I take it like it rightly belongs to me,
That it is owed by the heavens.
I fight for myself to live 'better',
Chase luxury, enjoy fine material,
And i suddenly realise
I have never stopped to wonder.

Have I ever stop to wonder,
For those who fight the daily real battles.
For those who wake up to white cold walls,
To needles and beeping machines on 24-hr call.
For those who woke up to the suffering,
To the pain, the jabs, the vomitting.
For those who fight for their lives, for that extra day of one,
Just to stay alive for their dad, their mum, their daughter, their son.
For those who do not stop to pity themselves, for they have no time,
For those who do not resent life, for life is what they are fighting to find.
For those who could not smell, could not hear, could not see,
For those who could not taste, could not swallow, could not breathe easy.

If i am fighting what i see
As life's battle in my daily world,
Then these people are fighting death's battle,
For a life so dear.
Should we stop to think and pray for them and,
for once, not just think for me,myself and i.

For my bro.

我还记得那一天
我们认识的那瞬间
我就知道你将会是
我生命里的一个永远

我们一起分享快乐
一起走过许多波折
你我之间的友谊
别人是不会了解的

我们曾经吵过架，反过脸
你说我彻底的改变
当时我完全不了解
就因为深埋在爱情里面

但你还是给我们机会
就算你是真的好累
为了这友谊你的付出
我是真的知道你的劳费

所以我要说声谢谢你
我真的是非常感激
你还要回到这份友谊里
让我们再一次继续。

For all of you.

i was there, down and out
i cried, i questioned, i was in doubt
i will always remember that fateful day
When i didn't know what to do or say

The moment You heard, you rushed to me
You let me cry in your arms, like a baby
You offered me words of comfort, a listening ear
You were right next to me, you were here

The next few days were nothing but a blur
i was out of my mind, i was that unclear
And You came down again and again, to help me up
You shook me, woke me, disallow me to harp

You picked up my calls in the middle of the night
Accompanied me till the day of light
You made sure i was fine, that i was okay
You made sure i could go through with the rest of the day

You are the one who helped me along
You showed me where i do belong
You gave me hope, You gave me strength
You gave me reason to live a life again

For all that You have gone through with me
You have shown me what i need to see
You all are who i really need
Yes it's You all, indeed.

I love you guys even though you already know
And i don't know how else i can show
But just to thank you again and again
For being there for me, for being my friend.

kisses and love.

my F.R.I.E.N.D.S

How many of us can safely say
Our friends will be there At any time of the day
How many of them have already come and gone
Leaving us to fight life's battle alone

Thank the heavens for the friends i have
It's the few that is left
That really shows what friends are for
These are those who will be there forever more

It's not the length of time you know
It's who is there during the times of low
It is through them that days now shine
You know who you are, dear friend of mine.

For you the Monica
Clean freak and pretty one
You are my 'the other'
And dun worry, you are alot of fun

As for you the Rachel
The funny and the goon
Days with you around just seem better
You won't be gone anytime soon

For you the Phobe
Only those who really know
Will be able to see
Your coolness is only a show

And you, the Joey
Flirt and good looking
Actual fact you are goofy
And never ever boring

There's also you, the Ross
Goody-2 shoes and smart
Not knowing u is a loss
Thank you for being a part

And u , the Ursula
Evil twin you might be
But you're my darl
Always around for me

For the rest who are not in the cast
You are still a dear friend to me
Mentioning you is surely a must
Forever in my heart u will be.

For you. and your ahma.

i know it's a hard time for you right now
even with your smiles and laughter, i can tell.
but i also know and i believe so
You will pick yourself up, you will be well.

She's your one true love, and will always remain
Your love for her will stay the same
No one will ever take her place in your heart
In there, she and you will never be apart.

I know you have your regrets, things you want to do
But it is okay, coz i believe she knows, looking down at you
Shes an angel with a halo, surreal and happy
Shes in a good place, a perfect sanctuary.

The funny guy.

im the funny guy in the group, at least that's what my friends say
i always get into trouble, every hour of every day
I try my best to be good, to get things out of my way
But the jokes always fall on me, fine, come what may.

For a moment I wish I was not the funny guy, i want to be the lead
At least in your life, at least for the times we meet
I wish you would know that the funny guy is the one you need
And i also wish one day you would be in love with this funny guy,not the lead.

For now things are good the way they are, I know they are good
I am still the funny guy, the non-serious crazy dude
Maybe one day we would realise Thats not the role I suit
Maybe one day I would become the lead, give the 'best man' role the boot

Until then I am happy to be the funny guy Happy to see you smile
Happy to be the one to make you laugh From near or from afar
It takes time to be both the best man and the lead, it would take a while
But i will work very hard To at least be on par.

For all the funny guys out there
Do not despair
Love and appreciation will eventually come
Somehow, somewhere.

好想相信

在夜深人静的时刻 我独自在思考
好想入睡 但总是睡不着
你有你的快乐 我早就已知道
也真的祝福你们 能白头携到老

只能默默等待 我能忘得掉
对你的这个感觉 这份坚熬
也只能希望 你终有一天会知道
我会在身旁 每当你需要依靠

好想相信 这个结果 只是时间阻挡的距离
好想相信 会有那么一天 你会知道我的心意
真想相信 我终有一天 能成为你重要的记忆
好想相信 我们不会永远 只是朋友的关系

我知道她能给你更多 也知道我们不会有结果
但我也知道 如机会能属于我
我一定会好好的保握
其实我们不算是好朋友
能喝杯咖啡闲聊 已算是个奢求
又哪敢希望 你会对我有那种感受
只好把感觉 都埋藏在心头

好想相信 这个结果 只是时间阻挡的距离
好想相信 会有那么一天 你会知道我的心意
真想相信 我总有一天 能成为你重要的记忆
好想相信 我们不会 只是朋友的关系

The first.

As i see you crack a laughter, smile a little,
it did not reach your eyes.
i wish there was something we could do,
to take away the sadness, the tears, the sighs.

I hope you know, i know you know,
we understand what you are going through
And i hope you know We will always be around,
anytime, anywhere, for you.

Things take time to settle down,
to sort themselves out.
Leave time for no regrets,
No more questions, no more doubt.

Light will come after every darkness,
After every night.
And the sadness that overcomes you,
will slowly fade out of sight.

i know you are strong, i know you will
Turn things around the way
And the long nights will soon be over,
The skys will no longer be grey.

Our world.

In a world so strange
where nothing can remain
yet nothing seem to change
Till the day You came.

In a world so strange
where everything is the same
yet everything has no aim
Till the day You came.

You walked into my world
You brought along people
Things became a blur
Our world had one another.

You walked into my world
Things became sure
we went places together
and my world became our world.