Wise Saying #32

"Speak when you are angry, and you would make the best speech you will ever regret."

Why allow yourself to feel bad?

The one.

"Love, is knowing that the person is the wrong one, yet you feel enough to right the wrong, until the person feels like the right one."

The one.

And goodbye.

There are just how many times you can play me
And i will let you be.
Until it's time for me to open my eyes and see
you're just not the one for me baby.

how many times have i thought in your defence
that whatever you said was not a pretence
that's how much i feel for you
that i'm willingly turning dense.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

im walking away once and for all.
i couldn't when i've tried to before.
but this is the very last straw
im leaving, this is my call.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over, we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

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你和我。

告诉我
为什么我要弄得自己这么累
弄得自己这么憔悴
想这么多错与对
到后来还不是当做什么都无所谓

提点我
为什么我还要继续走这一条折磨路
往前看又却只看见一片模糊
究竟还需要多少个脚步
才能带我到达你的国土

安慰我
你的冷漠只是因为这就是你
你的不在乎只因你有重要事要理
而不是因为你需要保持距离
更不是因为我不是你的唯一

原谅我
我没有对你百分百地诚恳
也无法对你有百分百的信任
好多朋友都骂我做得太笨
但我的潇洒是个伪装 这我承认

你和我
能否看到开花结果
能否作为彼此的寄托
能否好好一起过生活
属于一段时间的你和我

it stopped.

whatever that is creating the blockage of the flow of words that i am trying to get out of my head, get it out of the way already.

It's making me sick.

and i write.

i was told to write down whatever i know
i was told to pen down whatever i think i ought to
i was told to vent on paper all my highs and lows
i was told to just shoot.

so here i am.

i am feeling all the emotions in the world
suddenly it's here, and then it's not.
that few seconds of feeling terrible
covered by the exhaustions of all fights being fought.

it's more than being on the seat of a roller coaster
when the exhiliration feeling is no longer hot.
and then it's on the chair in an old theatre
when the slow movie playing is comfort to a notch.

and then you cry when you just feel the tears coming
and then suddenly it stopped.
you laugh when something is funnily tickling
and then it came to a halt.

All of these and more fill up one person's soul
how not to be tired out?
And so, please be told
this is what life is all about.

here i am.

damned.

有没有

Turn off the radio
Turn off the lights you know
听见了谁的痛 在空气中
不断跳动 又那么沉重

Turn on your favorite song
Turn off what I did wrong
听见了谁的伤 在窗户旁
安静的想 是什么力量

你 有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有 有没有 也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口
有没有 后悔 还是只有我

Turn on the radio
Don’t wanna care anymore
也许没有承诺 比较轻松
也不会有 沉重的枷锁

Turn off your favorite song
Just like there’s nothing wrong
也许时间一久 就会遗忘
就真的当 是误会一场

你 有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有 有没有 也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口

有没有 有没有 有没有
有没有
有没有 有没有 有没有
Turn off my radio

伟礼安。

When words fail me. again and again.

Is there any other way i can express myself
without feeling the need to explain
in the aftermath of the whole expressing?

Apparently there is no other way
Than to keep to myself, stay silent.

Practise nonchalence.

Tarot.

For once in my life, i saw a tarot card reader.
Instead of listening with an open mind, i remained skeptical.

But the news i heard, it feels good to hear it.
Therefore, i shall do as it deems fit.

Maybe.

Wise Saying #31

"Why make someone your priority when the person only allows you to be one of their options?"

Positions, positions, positions.

The Over-doer

And i discovered, once more
An over-doer needs total self control

Before each time's enthusiam swallows them whole.

Learn to tell oneself no.

Nice Saying #44

"The world is such a scary place. Why make it scarier with your own conjured up thoughts? Take emotional feelings down a notch."

Leave it to God.

Wise Saying #30

"It is so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say, and then don't say it."

Wise Saying #29

"The more you learn, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why learn?"

Nice Saying #43

"I'm never wrong. I once thought i was wrong, it turns out, i was mistaken."

Wise Saying #28

"Many wise words are spoken in jest, but they do not compare with the number of stupid words spoken in earnest."

Wise Saying #27

"Whoever says nothing is impossible has yet to try slamming a revolving door shut."

A letter to you.

Baby,

I just needed to write this letter, so that i can get everything out of my chest.

each time my emotions take the roller coaster ride, i emerge a big mess.

i can't help but feel you are obliged towards me, and i hate that.

put it simply, i do not need to feel such crazy crap.



i totally get it, we are in very different phases of life.
and towards different priorities we strive
But thats the thing, can you not see
Our priorities would end up the same, if you actually feel for me.


Perhaps you were just kidding yourself when you say you do feel the way i feel
Perhaps you just do not want me to help you heal.

In that case i will have to just be strong and let you go
Let you run the show solo.

The wrong moment.

it is obvious love cannot be counted on
yet i still choose it to sink upon
it is obvious it is nothing but a jail term
yet i still choose to believe it just needs commitment

Friends all try to persuade me out of it
Told me not to play my own feelings into the fire
But life itself is already making us dead beat
wouldn't it be just pathetic if we cannot pursue our desires

When you do feel love
it is too easy to lose your own emotions
it is too easy to lose yourself even
it is too easy to fall too deep and get hurt all over

And thinking that you are the wrong person
And feeling that we are going in different directions
i still choose to believe it will still happen
just because of a thing called perseverance.

There is no such thing as the wrong person
Only such a thing as the wrong moment.


(Courtesy of Elva.)

Reminder reminder reminder.

It seriously does not pay to be kind.

Let this serve as a reminder.

Friends usually do not last forever.
If they actually do, they are the keepers.

By then, you would have learnt these are those to treasure.

Nice Saying #42

"There are so many things you could have said and done, before time turns its back on you, and you realise even if you want to, you already can't."

It just boils down to time. And how it runs.