Thursday, 28 July 2011

Nice Saying #42

"Your reluctance for a decision is the root of your confusion."

Time to be awakened.

If and When.

If you finally realise you thought of me,remember,
I did not walk out.
You chose not to let me in.

If you finally realise you miss me, remember,
I did not let you down.
You chose to stand me up.

When you finally realise I'm no longer around, remember,
I did all I could to stay.
You chose to push me away.

And when you finally realise i'm gone,do recall,
i did all to win your heart.
You chose to break me apart.

Friday, 20 May 2011

Yep.

Remember not to forget.

Contented not to regret.

Happy not to be sad.

Good not to be bad.

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

down.

Everything is not enough.

Tough.

Monday, 4 April 2011

Forget you.

Set me free.

I'll let you be.

Forget me.

Friday, 1 April 2011

Turn it up

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
it ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So they'll be cheating, be deceiving, but not me and my girl.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Pixie Lott

Tuesday, 29 March 2011

Reluctance at its best.

i daresay
you will never find someone else
feeling for you the same way.

they may like you enough
to dote and go all out to please you
but would never be on par with how my heart feels.

Trust me
by the time you can feel and realise
i may be long gone, said my goodbyes.

Not because i lost the feelings
but because that would have been for your best outcome
and i love you enough to force myself to run.

Wrecked.

One way or another
someone would always misunderstand
only you would know your real intent.

Live for yourself,
never for someone else.

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

散场的拥抱

从你的眼角
慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏著伤
但不想和我聊

你选的电影
像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪
坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
你留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案
却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑
浪漫得不肯逃


散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍
出乎你预料


散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕
我比你明了

倪安东

Stereo Love

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

Monday, 21 February 2011

Sian-ness.

The only direction that you can take
After hitting the all-time low
Is up.

Great.

Monday, 3 January 2011

fight.

Channel all my energies into other thoughts

and no more inner battles would have to be fought.

Help me please God.