Wise Saying #18

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did."

Good advice to heed.

Emotions.

Emotions...

Control them before it controls you.
Before it makes you a fool.

You may never know...

You may never know...

but You are the one who gave me the push
to do everything that i actually did
to have fulfilled the dream that i once seek..

You may never know...

but You are the one who gave me the reason
the courage and the strength
to turn things down before it began..

You may never know...

but You may be the one.

Wise Saying #17

Johnnie Walker says "Keep Walking".

Yes..keep walking..away.

I do not intend to stay.

Thank you for that.

i would love to feel "i told you so"
but i still love you enough not to.
I just hope you would slowly let it go
We have to do what we have to do.

It has been a wonderful memory
and maybe in the end i may regret
not grabbing this opportunity
of the chance you want to get back.

but i have moved on in my life right now
and i think you should as well.
For it has turned out right so far
in the past we should no longer dwell.

i want to thank you for feeling the way still
for being honest with how you feel
for telling me what you did..
i guess the wound would slowly heal.
For time will never stand still.

Thank you.

you know who you are.

i was told to go and add
my friend's diary on internet
and so i did and after the read
i was blown away by the things she said.

now i finally realise she's actually clever
seriously do not judge a book by its cover
she can really articulate and write pretty well
honestly from her daily language no one can tell.

but of course no matter what i say here
she must know that i love her
and that i admire some of her entries
for it is really beautiful and lovely.

for one, this is wat she vaguely wrote
The greatest opportunity for a good time...
is one that shows surprising signs..
totally feels like out of a book.

She really surprised me
im shocked by what i see
you totally rock girl
and please continue to be.

No longer longed.

No longer want to think what you are thinking
No longer want to guess what you are feeling
No longer want to decipher what you are saying
No longer want to hope what you are meaning.

No longer need to long.

An Inside joke #4

I have a friend who is quite a looker
but if you actually do know her
she has a few problems in hand..

problems i hope i will never understand.

She can't get to sleep
She can't get to eat
And she is already so mini..

oh, and she can't get to pee.

She also can't get to poo
She just has no fate with the loo
She needs to go get herself checked.

I think it's just sleep she lacked.

Indifference.

you feel like the world is on your shoulders
and you are about to break down.

That is because you feel everything matters.

Learn to act indifferent.

you feel stifled, suffocated
like you are going to drown.

That is because you think everything is complicated.

Learn to feel indifferent.

you feel angry and frustrated
everything just adds up to a substantial amount.

That is because your emotions are clouded.

Learn to be indifferent.

Indifference is the best way out.

Wise Saying #16

" I have learned that I still have alot to learn."

This is for certain.

Issues

It hasn't been an issue to me
At least that's what i see
How could it be...

It's been too long.

It seems like an issue afterall
When suddenly you dropped the ball
but i realised it's never been your call...

It's been too short.

Please do not make your issues into mine
For i have better things to do with my time
I am and will be fine.

No issue at all.

The few of Yous.

I just need the few of Yous in my life.

And I have found all.

I need nobody more.

If it is too much.

If it is too deep for you and you do not know the meaning
Just ask and you will be told.
If it is too complex for you that you do not know the thinking
Just spend a little more time to see it unfold.
If it is too rush that you do not know if you are healing
Just take it easy and take it slow.
If it is no longer funny and you do not know if it was to be joking
Just try to see the underlying message it holds.

If it is too much for you that you do not know what you are feeling
Just wait a little longer for it to show.
If it is too much for you that you do not know what else to be doing
Just do what you usually know.
If it is too much for you that you do not know what you are seeking
Just be brave and try, be bold.
If it is too much for you that it feels overwhelming
Just understand it can disappear if you want it to go.

If it is too much for you
It would be too much for me too.

Still walking.

One step forward pushes me two steps back.

I will not give up.

As yet.

Wise Saying #15

"Good decisions come from experience. And experience comes from bad decisions."

You still have to decide no matter what happens.