Grenade.

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you were trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

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very very tired.

i'm sick of my emotions riding along yours...
all the time.
i'm tired of having to keep trying to guess...
what's on your mind.
i'm angry that i'm not loving myself more...
for being blind.

Most of all,
i'm exhausted by all the signs.

Wise Saying #32

"Speak when you are angry, and you would make the best speech you will ever regret."

Why allow yourself to feel bad?

The one.

"Love, is knowing that the person is the wrong one, yet you feel enough to right the wrong, until the person feels like the right one."

The one.

And goodbye.

There are just how many times you can play me
And i will let you be.
Until it's time for me to open my eyes and see
you're just not the one for me baby.

how many times have i thought in your defence
that whatever you said was not a pretence
that's how much i feel for you
that i'm willingly turning dense.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

im walking away once and for all.
i couldn't when i've tried to before.
but this is the very last straw
im leaving, this is my call.

im sorry darling it's time to go
everything just has to be over, we both know
i could no longer put up with the show
i could no longer pretend we are just taking things slow.

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你和我。

告诉我
为什么我要弄得自己这么累
弄得自己这么憔悴
想这么多错与对
到后来还不是当做什么都无所谓

提点我
为什么我还要继续走这一条折磨路
往前看又却只看见一片模糊
究竟还需要多少个脚步
才能带我到达你的国土

安慰我
你的冷漠只是因为这就是你
你的不在乎只因你有重要事要理
而不是因为你需要保持距离
更不是因为我不是你的唯一

原谅我
我没有对你百分百地诚恳
也无法对你有百分百的信任
好多朋友都骂我做得太笨
但我的潇洒是个伪装 这我承认

你和我
能否看到开花结果
能否作为彼此的寄托
能否好好一起过生活
属于一段时间的你和我

it stopped.

whatever that is creating the blockage of the flow of words that i am trying to get out of my head, get it out of the way already.

It's making me sick.

and i write.

i was told to write down whatever i know
i was told to pen down whatever i think i ought to
i was told to vent on paper all my highs and lows
i was told to just shoot.

so here i am.

i am feeling all the emotions in the world
suddenly it's here, and then it's not.
that few seconds of feeling terrible
covered by the exhaustions of all fights being fought.

it's more than being on the seat of a roller coaster
when the exhiliration feeling is no longer hot.
and then it's on the chair in an old theatre
when the slow movie playing is comfort to a notch.

and then you cry when you just feel the tears coming
and then suddenly it stopped.
you laugh when something is funnily tickling
and then it came to a halt.

All of these and more fill up one person's soul
how not to be tired out?
And so, please be told
this is what life is all about.

here i am.

damned.

有没有

Turn off the radio
Turn off the lights you know
听见了谁的痛 在空气中
不断跳动 又那么沉重

Turn on your favorite song
Turn off what I did wrong
听见了谁的伤 在窗户旁
安静的想 是什么力量

你 有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有 有没有 也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口
有没有 后悔 还是只有我

Turn on the radio
Don’t wanna care anymore
也许没有承诺 比较轻松
也不会有 沉重的枷锁

Turn off your favorite song
Just like there’s nothing wrong
也许时间一久 就会遗忘
就真的当 是误会一场

你 有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有 有没有 也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口

有没有 有没有 有没有
有没有
有没有 有没有 有没有
Turn off my radio

伟礼安。

When words fail me. again and again.

Is there any other way i can express myself
without feeling the need to explain
in the aftermath of the whole expressing?

Apparently there is no other way
Than to keep to myself, stay silent.

Practise nonchalence.

Tarot.

For once in my life, i saw a tarot card reader.
Instead of listening with an open mind, i remained skeptical.

But the news i heard, it feels good to hear it.
Therefore, i shall do as it deems fit.

Maybe.

Wise Saying #31

"Why make someone your priority when the person only allows you to be one of their options?"

Positions, positions, positions.

The Over-doer

And i discovered, once more
An over-doer needs total self control

Before each time's enthusiam swallows them whole.

Learn to tell oneself no.

Nice Saying #44

"The world is such a scary place. Why make it scarier with your own conjured up thoughts? Take emotional feelings down a notch."

Leave it to God.

Wise Saying #30

"It is so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say, and then don't say it."

Wise Saying #29

"The more you learn, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why learn?"

Nice Saying #43

"I'm never wrong. I once thought i was wrong, it turns out, i was mistaken."

Wise Saying #28

"Many wise words are spoken in jest, but they do not compare with the number of stupid words spoken in earnest."

Wise Saying #27

"Whoever says nothing is impossible has yet to try slamming a revolving door shut."

A letter to you.

Baby,

I just needed to write this letter, so that i can get everything out of my chest.

each time my emotions take the roller coaster ride, i emerge a big mess.

i can't help but feel you are obliged towards me, and i hate that.

put it simply, i do not need to feel such crazy crap.



i totally get it, we are in very different phases of life.
and towards different priorities we strive
But thats the thing, can you not see
Our priorities would end up the same, if you actually feel for me.


Perhaps you were just kidding yourself when you say you do feel the way i feel
Perhaps you just do not want me to help you heal.

In that case i will have to just be strong and let you go
Let you run the show solo.

The wrong moment.

it is obvious love cannot be counted on
yet i still choose it to sink upon
it is obvious it is nothing but a jail term
yet i still choose to believe it just needs commitment

Friends all try to persuade me out of it
Told me not to play my own feelings into the fire
But life itself is already making us dead beat
wouldn't it be just pathetic if we cannot pursue our desires

When you do feel love
it is too easy to lose your own emotions
it is too easy to lose yourself even
it is too easy to fall too deep and get hurt all over

And thinking that you are the wrong person
And feeling that we are going in different directions
i still choose to believe it will still happen
just because of a thing called perseverance.

There is no such thing as the wrong person
Only such a thing as the wrong moment.


(Courtesy of Elva.)

Reminder reminder reminder.

It seriously does not pay to be kind.

Let this serve as a reminder.

Friends usually do not last forever.
If they actually do, they are the keepers.

By then, you would have learnt these are those to treasure.

Nice Saying #42

"There are so many things you could have said and done, before time turns its back on you, and you realise even if you want to, you already can't."

It just boils down to time. And how it runs.

who knows?

i fucking did not lie
when i say i wanted out
neither did i
try to hide any doubt
that was the time
i let my emotions get their way
that was the time
i let myself down, i allowed

and i know myself
i can be really a wreck
in a span of a few seconds
it switches between good and bad
so in times like this
i learn to keep my mouth shut
i just get myself pissed
and then i'm done being sad

you are just about to see the world
and i tell myself it's fine
everything happens for a reason
it's just about the time
we are both in different junctions
different directions in our lives
it's either make or break it
it's just along that line

at the end of the day
i'm still here, remained
i guess i'll just wait
until i become really drained.
For who is to say
how would be the end
For all we may know
It just began.

Another random ranting.

it's time to be selfish
though you try to act you're not
life's all about acting
have you given that a thought?
you put on a different mask
every other different day
you hide your true feelings
so hard for it you fought

it's time you start thinking
for yourself already
once you start a relationship
it's all about the other party
you can say whatever you want
and people may not understand
but once feelings are involved
you can no longer pretend

you try to tell yourself
everything will be okay
but who would actually know
what happens at the end of the day?
you put yourself out there
hoping for the best
who else is left
to really show you the way

you face your own emotions
you allow it to flow
when things do not happen
who can you scold?
and when things do turn out
the way you hope it would
that's when people shut up
and turn all cold.

The reasons i wept.

Everything that i have known, is slowly creeping back.
Show me the way, tell me exactly how i should react?

Feeling like i should have done this, made that.
Remind me again, all the various reasons that i have had?

Does it matter, the last time i fled?

Because it seems like it is coming back.

Just not yet.

Nice Saying #41

"Sometimes, it is all about some time."

As for the rest, it depends greatly on the mind.

Hypocritical.

And you said i was hypocritical...

seriously, have you looked in the mirror?
so chummy now, when a while ago you totally disliked her.
oh, your feelings towards her changed for the better?
oh, so your feelings can be this fickle?

then if that can apply to you,
it cannot apply to me too?

Hypocritical.

You go through it too.

It's just one of those emotions, at one of those times.

Why must it be construed as a forever existing feeling?

Isn't that just shallow thinking?

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

萧亚轩。

Nice Saying #40

"Reflect upon yourself ,before you speak of someone else.
May it be good or bad."

No single being is perfect.

all over again.

And as i gaze upon the innocent face,
yet another one of your many appearing ways...
I fall,
all over again.

And as i take your heart in my hands,
hid it at the sacred place...
I have chosen to risk the pain.

All over again.

Yep.

With no expectations, comes no disappointment.

Help my head.

I want my brain to stop working.

On the nonsense it is conjuring.

Before i turn emotion-dead.

Stop me, already, from over-thinking.

Please, help my head.

Tired. Tried.

It's a roller coaster ride.

Please,

find me somewhere to hide.

All sides.

Self-Control.

I must learn not to put you in first place.

Before i get trapped in the maze.

Before i lose myself in the daze.

Before i turn out last in the race.

i indulged in my own solace.

Nice Saying #39

"If you can understand, i allow each day spent between us to end, only because, i hold on to the faith and knowledge that another such day would surely come again."

I hope you feel the same.

More than that.

I am much more than that.

And so i chose to remain nonchalent,
chose to keep away the attack..
as you battle it out on your own,
entertaining yourself with war of words alone,

I am so much more than just that.

you know?

you claim you know me enough.
to be able to tell that i lied, to you, to myself.

if you actually do know me
you would know it was never intended to be
a so-called lie is all you can see
i beg to differ, it was just me being me.

my feelings went roller-coaster
that's why i chose not to share
not coz i want to drift further
but i know those emotions do not last long enough to bear.

when i talked about it i just wanted you to know
it's still you i choose, to go through times of high and low.
yet it was a wrong move that i totally regret
i should just have kept my fucking mouth shut, sealed it should have been kept.

u said u know me, do you really know?
for if you do, you would never think of me being that low.

Beat it.

you say don't waste your time.
i have never asked you to
i didnt need you to act kind.

you claim to others you genuinely really care for me
if you did you would not , in your hidden ways
slowly but surely spoil the friendship between me and she.

yes i can be just accusing without reason.
but isn't that what you always do too?
and you always portray your actions to be out of good intention.

i always give in to you and your whines
i always doted on you coz i thought i should
and i really did care, i guess i was just blind.

it's my life as what you always say
i do not need your approval or nod of head
i do not need to do things your way.

i shut up when you showed me your black face whenever you want to
you can rudely refuse to look me in the eye when we talk..
tell me what you would have done if i did those same things to you.

u really know how to reach one's limit.
for that i salute you.
Forget it.

and so that's what friends are for.

i only know
i dun want to lose you.

i do not reckon our time is due.

i do not want to fight
over your her, or over mine.

i wish for things to be fine.

we have such different views.
i heard your stand, i listened.

when can it be your turn?

leave, or live.

why is it tiring
when it is supposed to be a relief?

i can no longer perceive.

i tried my best to achieve.

i chose to believe.

i cannot breathe.

Nice Saying #38

I may not be your perfect lover, but who is perfect in the world?
At least i'm gonna try perfecting perfection, at least to your conception.

Nice Saying #37

"Believe in your eyes, not your ears. Believe also, in your heart, not your fears."

Believe in your laughter, not your tears.

Nice Saying #36

"Love is either inviting the union by opening up, or securing the isolation by shutting down."

It's your choice between a smile or a frown.

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.

Enough is enough.

My limit may seem limitless.

Do not push it, nonetheless.

10 more things I hate about her.

I hate that she is doing this to you, and there's nothing I can do.
I hate that she is making you so upset, getting you so blue.

I hate that she stirs up your emotions, that she still has the power to.
I hate that she is still in your head, her memories still rule.

I hate that I can't say much, because of where i stand.
I hate that I can't do much, for I actually can.

I hate that I can't be more nasty, for I am the bigger man.
I hate that I can't comment much, because i really can rant.

I hate to be in this position, but at the same time i'm glad.

And most of all, I hate that she made you feel this mad,
yet i can only hate myself for not being able to make you feel less sad.

My position

I'm not in any position to make you feel any better.
I'm not in that position to bitch about the other.
I'm not in the position that I would have rather,
I'm not in such a position of a friend, less than a considered partner.


I do not hate my position, but I hate the situation.

You did not know. So?

When it became clear that you were never clear
It should have been a big blow.

Yet, to me, it remains still,
To just go with the flow.

It does not feel that low.

Nice Saying #35

"No relationship is a waste of time. It is yet another experience of what should be in life, with another person."

I heard, and i have listened.

Bestie.

I looked through the old albums,
amidst dust and memories.

Our happy faces is all i see.

Right until this very moment,
You are still standing next to me.

Where you ought always to be.

You, i can still see.

Nice Saying #34

"Remember, do not lose me and feel the loss. Do not feel the loss by not losing me."

That's how it should be.

10 more things I love about you, and counting still...

I love the way you are my silent company , as i go for my spins.
I love the way you sleep so soundly, even throughout the noisy din.

I love the way you want to spend time with me, even though you are dead beat.
I love the way you like to eat everything that i like to eat.

I love the way you pinch my cheeks, for they are only yours to pinch.
I love the way you laugh, as well as when you cringe.

I love the way you act angry, and even when you frown.
I love the way i get to see every side of you, when you're feeling up and even when you're down.

I love that I can actually love you a bit more, every minute of every day.
But most of all, I love when you say I love you, even in your cutesy little way.

Nice Saying #33

"Do not try to be a judge when you are not impartial enough to listen to the defence. Stick to the prosecutor role if that's just what you know."

Go.

Ten things I love about you.

I love the way you look at me now, as we walk hand in hand.
I love the way that somehow, we slowly became more than just friends.

I love the way your hair smells, and your perfume too,
I love the way how my car and room starts to smell like you.

I love the cutesy voice you use, whenever you feel like it.
I love the way you laugh, and how our laughter fits.

I love all the times we spent together, and hate it when we are apart.
I love the way you tell me things, and meant it from your heart.

I love the fact that nowadays, i no longer need to 'bang wall'.

But most of all,
I love how much I can actually love you, and it's still not enough,
for it can continue to add on more and more.

Nice Saying #32

"For what all words are worth, they are just tools to emphasize the actions spoken. At least for me, I would not allow silence."

Misunderstood

When the truth gets construed
until it becomes untrue
that's when i got misunderstood.

When words get twisted
and actions seem wasted
that's when i feel misunderstood.

When time can't seem to heal the pain
and wisdom doesn't seem to have been gained
that's when the misunderstanding continued.

I hate to be misunderstood.

I thought you knew me.

And to think i thought you know me.
Apparently i thought wrongly.
Therefore i learned
Never to jump into conclusions.

I really thought you know me.

Now i just have to let things be.

It takes a lot.

It takes alot to be this clumsy
When you trip over flat floor.
It takes alot to be that blind
When you could walk into a concrete wall.
It takes alot to be this dumb
When you can leave a slipper behind while walking
It takes alot to be that crazy
When you think you can sleep while eating.

It takes alot to be this nonsensical
When you can laugh at nothing at all.
It takes alot to be that comical
When you can laugh at your own fall.
It takes alot to be this intellectual
When you can laugh at really deep jokes
It also takes alot to be that unbelievable
When you can laugh at lame statements from kid books.

It takes alot to keep on laughing
Even when life takes its toll on you.
It takes even more to laugh with feeling
And to make sure you laugh away your blues.

Laugh to make your life worth living.

It takes alot.

LIfe is really too short.

Life is really too short

To worry about people who is not even worth your time.
To feel for people who is not even worth your effort.
To help people who only knows how to whimper and whine.
To think for people who treats you like dirt.

Life is really too short

To allow people to put pressure on you for fun.
To let people talk to you in tones you do not deserve.
To accept people dictating you on what should be done.
To give in to people who insist they treat you with love.

Life is really too short

People would not return you the time you use on them.
Thinking about them with the wasted hours and minutes?
Thinking for them with the wasted million seconds?
It's time you think for yourself, isn't it?


Life is really too short
To do this to yourself.
Do not ever live your life
Like it's for someone else.

A tribute to the Hostage Tragedy victims and family.

All you wanted was a time of fun, with your loved ones.
All you thought you paid for was a short holiday, a quick getaway.

It turned out to be a great tragedy, loss of your family.

You had to pay for the mistakes of another's stupidity.

And all i can do, is to feel sad for you too.

My utmost condolences, please try to take it easy.

Nice Saying #31

"If you must know, take heed, fate is not to be resigned to, but to be seek."

Nice Saying #30

"And because you had me at hello, I seem to have forgotten what is goodbye. As much as i try."

Twelve things i hate about you.

I hate the way you talk to her,
like you are still her girl.
I hate the way your time spent with her
equates to my emotions being stirred.
i hate how she treats you wrong
yet to you she still seems to be the one.
i hate how your hurt gets prolonged
until the point of feeling numbed.

I hate the way she makes you sad, so much it makes me sick.
I hate the way you cry at night over something I wish I can fix.
I hate it when I have to share someone i treasure so true
I hate it that I feel this low, so much I don't know what to do.

I hate it when you’re not around and who am I to find out
i hate it when i actually feel that i have some kind of doubt.
i hate it that i can't make you feel more than you can feel
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate her, let alone hate you.

Nice Saying #29

"Why call it a perfect ending when an ending should never be a good thing?"

Not unless you end suffering.

Nice Saying #28

"My kind of fairy tale would have a perfect inception and no ending.
For how can an ending ever be perfect?
Perfection should start and end from the beginning."

Nice Saying #27

"And because life really is about loving and being loved, hurting and feeling hurt. So do yourself a favour and find the person well worth, at least for all these efforts."

Blessings

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness,
feel a tad stronger and lesser than sick,
you are more blessed than the one million people,
who would not be able to survive the week.

If you have never experienced the lonliness of imprisonment,
the scariness and danger of battle,
the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of twenty million people around the world.

If you attend a church meeting without fear of arrest,
of great harassment,torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost around
three billion people in this world, no less.

If you have food in your refrigerator,clothes on your back,
a roof over your head and a private place to crap,
a car to drive, money to enjoy beer,
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank and in your wallet too,
spare change lying around in a dish somewhere,
you are among the top 8% of the well-to-do,
in this world where poverty the rest has to bear.

If you hold up your head with a smile
and you truly feel thankful,
you are blessed because while
the majority can,yet most do not do.

If you can read and understand,
you are more blessed than alot of them,
for around two billion people in this universe,
cannot read, cannot write, cannot converse.

We are truly blessed.

Please do not take anything for granted.

Time told.

And only time can tell
how things can turn out well

when you least expect it to.

I did all i could do.

Nice Saying #26

" If it is any true, i finally caught sight of Lady Luck's smile, on the very day i met you."

Nice Saying #25

"If you haven't been told, the words i have never seem enough to paint you a perfect picture. But i want you to know, that if i could, i would draw you the world."

Think about it. Hard.

How bad can my day get
When all i face is my own creation
of stupid up and down emotions?

Nothing but self-destructed feelings.

Somewhere else, someone faces their worst nightmare
of weather caving into their lives
of fires burning away their chance to survive

Something that is destructing their everything

how bad is my day compared to theirs?

Really nothing much.

oh no.

Over the rainbow
I see your true colours.

Time did show.

It's still you at hello.

s.h.i.t

and i'm getting sick of this.

maybe im just being an emotional git.
But i feel it's always me getting the brunt end of it.

Just because i'm too timid.
To stand on my own two feet.

Tiring shit.

Nice Saying #24

"Purposely met you accidentally."

The rest should be history.

i hope you know

I do hope you will realise, one fine day,
that you are just darn lucky, in every way.

You are not even my kind of girl, in any sense,
Yet i dote on you so much, friends call me dense.

I must wake up from the idea soon
Before i really becomes an actual goon.

I do like you to want to date
Guess timing's wrong and should leave to fate.

i do hope you will know.
Before i really go.

My french connection. Go.

"Vous devez savoir, l'avenir nou le dira. aussi longtemps que vous êtes heureux. Je vais devoir te laisser partir."

Go.

Go.

You ought to know.
Only time will show.
As long as you are happy,
I will let go.

I have to learn to let go.

It's a So Sore World

Just one word she mentioned, and your feeling gets so sore
No matter how much of after-consolation, the comfort words do not help more.

It has always been up to her call.

It will always be your fall.

Until the time comes when you stop giving your all.


(For you my gf).

Nice Saying #23

"I'd rather the option of cannot remember than cannot forget."

I'd rather you have moments that are good than memories that are bad.

Learn. Always Learn.

Why do we waste time going through cycle after cycle
When life does not allow anything to last forever?

We use our time and strength to fall in love
To place each other higher than above
Only to fall out of it when the time arrives
Back to strangers and out of each other's lives.

We use our time and strength to make friends
To make sure we meet up every other weekend
Only to drift apart when life steers us towards different paths
Back to those kind of friendship where hi & bye is enough.

We use our time and strength to work hard at our jobs
To make sure we earn more than what is alot
Only to tire ourselves out faster than we can last
Back to the earth where everything turns into dust.

Why don't we ever learn?
To treasure time.
Never let it burn.

Nice Saying #22

"People have their different sets of views. Not expecting anything is how i show my feelings for you."

Believe it, it's true.

Self Struggle.

The silence is screaming out loud
Yet the quietened howls and shouts..

What is that all about?

My inner self struggling to find out.

愛不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠


這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

Let go.

Let it go

Taking its time slow
It would surely show
Maybe the choice left..
Is to let it go.

Let it go

That's how much the feelings flow
That's how much i can withstand the cold
Maybe the choice is clear..
Is to let it go.

Let you go

Doesn't mean i feel for you less
Doesn't mean i'm not in a mess
I just feel it's for your best...

Is to let you go.

I hate to let you go though.

Thank you loves.

I am easily satisfied
I am easily happy.

I have lived contentedly.

Thank you all my loves
For making this year's growing older merry.

I live contentedly.

Nice Saying #21

"Words are all I have left to paint a picturesque view. I can only hope you understand in the way i drew."

For You.

Nice Saying #20

"Le Coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaît point."

(-- The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of.)

Nice Saying #19

"If you ever realise, remember, love is finding the strength to stay away when all one wants to do is to stay."

Maybe you will realise you are the You, one day.

Nice Saying #18

"The mind has its own soul which the soul itself can never mind."

The understanding it can never find.

Nice Saying #17

"A good deed is never lost."

-- ("un bienfait n'est jamaisperdn.")

Do everything with a good cause.

Nice Saying #16

"Love is not everything. But You are."

Or at least on par.

It's your loss.

"when you finally realise it's your loss, remember, i did all i could to win you over. You chose for me to lose."


When you finally realise
It will always be your loss.

Please stop to remember,
i did all i could to win you over.

You chose not to choose,
which eventually lead you to lose.

It's your loss.

I said what someone once said.

Someone once said...
love is being able to force yourself to leave
When all you want to do is stay.
Remember that when you see me keeping away.

And when you finally realise your loss, do remember,
you were once so important i forced myself to leave when all i want to do is stay. You gave that importance away.

And when you finally realise, just think back and remember.
i thought i could bring happiness to you,
but you chose for someone else to.

Life is about choices. You choose, others choose too.

Nice Saying #15

"Sometimes, nice guys may finish last. But at least they gave it their best shot along the way, may it or may it not be enough."

The lucky one at the receiving end just gets to have the last laugh.

A quick thought.

All it takes was a little smile
To make me happy for quite a while.

Why am i so easily contented?

All you have to do is to keep in touch
To make me feel just a little more than much.

Why am i so easily attracted?

All i need is a little more time
To get over this feeling of mine.

I will get distracted.

I will stop what i created.

Just another bolt of feeling.

i feel for you just enough
to wonder if you're doing well
though my feelings no one could tell.

For i hide it all with a smile and a laugh.


i feel for you just nicely
to be worried when i think you're feeling low
to want to share your joys as well as woes.

Yet i'm not the chosen one for you eventually.


i feel for you a tad more than i should
but i still maintain it is not fallen.

And so i need to run before i get burnt.

I would when I could.

I could if I would.

Nice Saying #14

"Guess what's on the other side of a broken heart? A brand new start."

It sets them worlds apart.

What a game.

Just like every other game...

It started without any clue
Of the full set of rules.
Until it continued..


And it goes to prove
the playing should have been refused.

For it's been played just to lose.

I've lost to you.

Get over it.

It's time to get over it.

Before i land myself...
In deeper shit
Under Hotter heat
With unnecessary needs..

Seriously, get over it.

Nice Saying #13

"To keep silent could turn out to be the best kind of voice."

To put your stand across does not mean you need to make any noise.

Last remains.

Why couldn't the feeling of nonchalence remain
Why couldn't the emotions stay the same
Why couldn't i be a stronger person
And stop instead of creating pain?

I'm turning insane.

Sydney

For Sydney :

Your eyes...
So bright yet can be so dreamy
Whenever you look around you

Your fur...
So sleek yet so shiny
So nicely coloured and smooth

Your attitude...
So shy yet so friendly
so sweet and so beautiful

Your first love...
I thought it was Kooey
But it turns out to be Food...

But still I really adore you
Too.

Chewing Gum

About you...

You can be quite soft yet sticky,
You're a partner of my friend's sin...
You're something my friend needs,
And therefore she has to be keen

About you.

For Kooeey

Your name is Kooey
Your friend is Sydney
You belong to my friend Kelly
And half of Allison's too.

You can be so naughty
And yet so funny
Is thunder that scary?
Why must hide in the loo?

You get excited (sometimes) when you see me
yet sometimes pretend you can't see
act so high and mighty
but i know you like me, you do.

you're such a darling koeey
so cute yet so pretty
so small yet so classy
i really adore you.

your jigsaw.

The pieces you have to slowly put together
The picture you have to build
It's nothing but patience
So take your time dude...

You know you can do it
It's just whether you want to
Just make sure every piece fits
No hurry there is no time due...

Once the picture is complete
The accomplishment you will feel
Nothing else can beat
Just enjoy the sealed deal...

It's just a jigsaw puzzle.

I've continued learning...

I've continued to learn that...

Consistency can be changed
But Change can never be consistent

Indifference can be felt
But Feelings should never be indifferent

Attitude can be shown
But a show-off can never have attitude

Cuteness can be adored
But adoration may not be cute.

Run

Run before it's too late
Run before you get played
Run before the nice dream wakes
Run before you decide to wait.

Run away quick.

once again, no more.

And i know not what else is left
i know not what else to do.

Except perhaps..

To stop being a fool
It should never have been you.

The Whether.

Lightning does not strike
At the same place twice.

Sunlight does not shine
Along the same single line.

Raindrops do not drop
On the same exact spot.

Thunder does not roar
in the same volume throughout all.

Nature is always on the change
That's the constant thing that remains.

Nice Saying #12

"If ever you finally realise you miss me, remember, i did not walk away.
You let me go..."

I did try to stay...
But you said no.

Parachute.

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall (down)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Nice Saying #11

" And maybe i'm left with nothing but the generousity of silence as you bask in the joy they bring."

It's time i'm tired of everything.

For you for the same way you feel.

People say it's too much generousity
but my thinking is pretty clear.
As long as you are really happy,
that's all i actually desire.

To make you smile in the midst of your sighs
Perhaps that's just my role to play.
I will not be the one to make you cry
I would rather wipe your tears away.

You may not end up being mine
and instead seek your happiness elsewhere.
But i reckon i should turn out fine
Life has, anyway, never been fair.

Yet I do hope i'll be the chosen one to always be there.

For my ah bang #2

This is kind of your story...

In the middle of the vast great sea...
the calm waves gently brush against the ship you are in
that was the beautiful side of the you-and-her story scene...

Until the raging storms suddenly appear
there was nothing you could do when she fell into the water
except to throw a life buoy over to her
as she slowly immerges into the ocean and disappear...

but in her frightened and confused state of mind
her brain and heart suddenly went blind...
she chose to throw away the saviour
and her choice was made pretty clear...

and now for you the road to leave is just ahead
it is and still will never be too late
she may have a beautiful smile, a wonderful character
but she has chosen not to have you to save her..

that is not your desired answer,but it is as the final.

For my ah bang.

and because i know you this much
and because i know you this long
and because i know you are this smart
i know you will be able to move on.

and because i know you well enough
and because i know you are strong
and because i know you are tough
i know you will not do any more wrong.

i know you will let it go.

i know you will not remain low.

Nice Saying #10

"And because You are worth the wait, the price is worth to be paid."

Yet sometimes, it's all about fate.

又想。

读着你的无奈 看着你的不愈快
我真的了解 我真的明白。。。

你对感情的想法 所谓的恋爱
在成长的岁月 也渐渐学会看得开。。。

从甜蜜到现实 从游戏到实在
你已学会如何接受成功 如何面对失败。。。

你是好男人的作风 怎样也没办法变坏
这并不代表 女人就不会爱。。。

想太多也没有用 也别试着去猜
她要给你答案时 不问也自然会来。。。

想爱就去爱 想给关怀就给关怀
因你不会知道那感觉几时会溜走
几时会已不存在。。

Nice Saying #9

"Because there are people who stop at nothing when it comes to receiving, there must be people who would stop at everything when it comes to giving.

Likewise, because there are people who actually stop at everything when it comes to receiving,there are people who have to stop at nothing when it comes to giving." - J.

:7D

And that's the meaning of fun.

And that's the way things ought to be done.

And there's no intended pun.

:7D

Nice Saying #8

"People tell me the grass is always greener on the other side.

They don't realise their other side means this side.

And this side means my side."

My side, which hopes to include You, is my joy and pride.

Wise Saying #26

"The scariest thing you would want in life, is more."

For greed will eventually lead you to fall.

Wise Saying #25

"Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing."

And at other times one gets everything without paying for anything.

for my stressed-up friend

my friend is so stressed
all the papers strewn around her desk
her mind's in a mess
all thanks to the last minute orders no less...

she's going quite bonkers
all the pressure from the various uncles
to finish up all the last minute orders
from all the different vendors...

she's turning hay wire
she's so mad she's on fire
i think right now all she desires
is a cigi and no item other...

apparently a cigi works wonders.

Wise Saying #24

"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough." -- Albert Einstein.

Let loose, life is already tough.

Taking courage.

It takes courage..

To change your mind as and when
and admit to your fickleness
not being obstinate nonetheless.

It takes courage..

To decide on something
and stick to your decision
even if it renders you stubborn

It takes courage..

To realise everything is contradicting
even things that are confirmed
even matters that are random.

It takes courage..

Lots of it.

:p

i know i am fickle.

But for putting up with it, i thank you my friend.

Let's just hope this will eventually end.

For now, it just began.

Nice Saying #7

"The silver lining out of this pain

is the strength and knowledge gained."

Feelings

She taught me:

feelings is an unexplainable mystery
an invisible atom that nobody can see
it comes and it goes freely...

She stated:

if you do something without feelings included
the actions would reveal you actually may not be bothered
and the receiving end would not feel the effort...

She continued:

if the other party cannot feel what you are trying to do
how do you expect them to return the feeling to you
you being a fool does not make them one too...


It was a good lesson.

I hear you.

Wise Saying #23

"There's nothing in this world worth having that comes easy."

For one, the idea of you and me.

:/

i think too much.
As such..

i lost the touch.

Complex.

It is complicated.

All the feelings from everywhere...for you.
All the people who showered their care...on you.
All the love they long to share...with you.

There's only one you.

What can you do?

Goodbye.

i tried...
i failed...

and so i bailed.

Adios.

Wise Saying #22

"Everyone has their own gift. Some just have not opened their present yet."

And others already learned the art of beget.

Why bother?

Why ever bother to prioritise somebody?

when your somebody already has her own priority
when your somebody sees you as a nobody
when your somebody is not even free
to be who you would like her to be.

Why even bother to put her in first place?

when you are only a substitute on her lonely days
when you are in the last position of the chasing race
when you are nothing but just a familiar face
when her somebody is free for her embrace.

Why still bother yourself with such torture?

when you know you could do so much better
when you know she is not what you are after
when you know for more certain than sure
she will not be the right one ever.

Why bother?

Wisdom to be discovered.

Look far beyond
to the silent horizon...
Try to learn the unknown.

It seeks to be shown.

It awaits alone.

Nonsensical feelings of human beings.

Why do we need to feel ups and downs in our emotions
Why do we need to go through such kind of experience
In order just to learn what we have to learn?

We are just human.

Why do we kid ourselves when it comes to feelings
Why do we say things that totally differs from our doings
In order just to keep up with the games and chances of winning?

We are just human beings.

Why do we continue to torture ourselves when there is no reason to
Why do we continue what we do just in order to continue
What is there to prove when there is nothing more or left to do?

We are just human being human.

Why do we succumb to greed and not leave when it's time to leave
Why do we lie to ourselves to believe what we want to believe
In order to try and achieve beyond the goal that was already achieved?

We are just being human being.

Wise Saying #21

" Strive not to strive."

It makes it easier to survive.

For my friend's friendship with her best friend.

let it go if it hurts too much
friendship should not be tiring you out in the first place.

let it leave if it happens as such
before it gets you down and totally crazed.

let it be if you can
friendship should not be kept just because it has been a long time.

let it move away as and when
for it is her loss and only then will she start to pine.

You will be fine.

Advice.

Advice ...

something easy to give yet difficult to follow..
something easy to listen to yet difficult to know..
something easy to seek yet difficult to do
something easy to say yet difficult to relate to...

Advice..

Something everybody has for someone else..
except themselves.

And nobody realised.

Live for myself.

When will it ever imprint in my head
that i live not for others
but only for my own sake.

Will this notion ever stick?

Wise Saying #20

" Everybody knows what they want, but most of them do not know what they need."

All thanks to Greed.

Wise Saying #19

"A day is wasted if there is no laughter."

At least smile, things will always feel better.

Loner, not lonely.

I am...

a loner who does not feel lonely...
a loner who has ample good company...
a loner who is blessed with friends so many...

I like being me.

Up-side-down

If upside down means up-side-down
then we are forever standing down-side-up.

No wonder alot of things in life suck.

But we still have to suck it up.

Wise Saying #18

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did."

Good advice to heed.

Emotions.

Emotions...

Control them before it controls you.
Before it makes you a fool.

You may never know...

You may never know...

but You are the one who gave me the push
to do everything that i actually did
to have fulfilled the dream that i once seek..

You may never know...

but You are the one who gave me the reason
the courage and the strength
to turn things down before it began..

You may never know...

but You may be the one.

Wise Saying #17

Johnnie Walker says "Keep Walking".

Yes..keep walking..away.

I do not intend to stay.

Thank you for that.

i would love to feel "i told you so"
but i still love you enough not to.
I just hope you would slowly let it go
We have to do what we have to do.

It has been a wonderful memory
and maybe in the end i may regret
not grabbing this opportunity
of the chance you want to get back.

but i have moved on in my life right now
and i think you should as well.
For it has turned out right so far
in the past we should no longer dwell.

i want to thank you for feeling the way still
for being honest with how you feel
for telling me what you did..
i guess the wound would slowly heal.
For time will never stand still.

Thank you.

you know who you are.

i was told to go and add
my friend's diary on internet
and so i did and after the read
i was blown away by the things she said.

now i finally realise she's actually clever
seriously do not judge a book by its cover
she can really articulate and write pretty well
honestly from her daily language no one can tell.

but of course no matter what i say here
she must know that i love her
and that i admire some of her entries
for it is really beautiful and lovely.

for one, this is wat she vaguely wrote
The greatest opportunity for a good time...
is one that shows surprising signs..
totally feels like out of a book.

She really surprised me
im shocked by what i see
you totally rock girl
and please continue to be.

No longer longed.

No longer want to think what you are thinking
No longer want to guess what you are feeling
No longer want to decipher what you are saying
No longer want to hope what you are meaning.

No longer need to long.

An Inside joke #4

I have a friend who is quite a looker
but if you actually do know her
she has a few problems in hand..

problems i hope i will never understand.

She can't get to sleep
She can't get to eat
And she is already so mini..

oh, and she can't get to pee.

She also can't get to poo
She just has no fate with the loo
She needs to go get herself checked.

I think it's just sleep she lacked.

Indifference.

you feel like the world is on your shoulders
and you are about to break down.

That is because you feel everything matters.

Learn to act indifferent.

you feel stifled, suffocated
like you are going to drown.

That is because you think everything is complicated.

Learn to feel indifferent.

you feel angry and frustrated
everything just adds up to a substantial amount.

That is because your emotions are clouded.

Learn to be indifferent.

Indifference is the best way out.

Wise Saying #16

" I have learned that I still have alot to learn."

This is for certain.

Issues

It hasn't been an issue to me
At least that's what i see
How could it be...

It's been too long.

It seems like an issue afterall
When suddenly you dropped the ball
but i realised it's never been your call...

It's been too short.

Please do not make your issues into mine
For i have better things to do with my time
I am and will be fine.

No issue at all.

The few of Yous.

I just need the few of Yous in my life.

And I have found all.

I need nobody more.

If it is too much.

If it is too deep for you and you do not know the meaning
Just ask and you will be told.
If it is too complex for you that you do not know the thinking
Just spend a little more time to see it unfold.
If it is too rush that you do not know if you are healing
Just take it easy and take it slow.
If it is no longer funny and you do not know if it was to be joking
Just try to see the underlying message it holds.

If it is too much for you that you do not know what you are feeling
Just wait a little longer for it to show.
If it is too much for you that you do not know what else to be doing
Just do what you usually know.
If it is too much for you that you do not know what you are seeking
Just be brave and try, be bold.
If it is too much for you that it feels overwhelming
Just understand it can disappear if you want it to go.

If it is too much for you
It would be too much for me too.

Still walking.

One step forward pushes me two steps back.

I will not give up.

As yet.

Wise Saying #15

"Good decisions come from experience. And experience comes from bad decisions."

You still have to decide no matter what happens.

Wise Saying #14

" Every cloud has a silver lining. If you want a rainbow, you got to put up with the rain."

Wise saying #13

"Just like Money, Time should not be wasted, but spent."

And spend it wisely.

An inside joke #3

Kelvin and Jack went in jb
to eat alot of loklok.
Jack fell ill, had to eat alot of pills
Kelvin laughed at Jack for being cock.

Another mate whose name is Ten
Is the boyfriend of Jack
And virus was passed to Ten's girlfriend
The girlfriend's face turned black.
(she's the 'soulmate' of Jack)

Kelvin's girlfriend, let's name her boss
to jb she also went along
Kelvin caught Jack's virus from the actual source
But Boss stayed healthy and strong.

Ten is starting to feel itchy throat
and has alot of work to do.
So Jack has to take the bolt
Before the virus passed on to the dude.

But despite it all Jack knows for sure
that Ten and Kelvin loves her.
For they still meet up here and there
depite her sickly disposal.

I love my Kelvin and my Ten.
They are my men.

Wise Saying #12

"sometimes you can be a winner when you do not lose your patience while you are losing the game.."

keep your patience to keep to your aim.

Our reality story

This is a story , close to reality
some things did happen actually.
so here it is , added to my writing list
for laughter and fun, joy and peace.

Once upon a time, in my faraway land
there lived a world of gay friends.
and im close to a few of them
though not all in the gang.

But anyway, we all love to play
and make merry together
so here's a game, to guess the name
of each of us, of one another.

Zay's the attitude, aloof one
who can be as cold and strong as a warrior.
May yee is loud, and lots of fun
from afar you can hear her laughter.
Ten yin's good-looking and reads alot
and sometimes can also be anal.
Miss wah can be serious,can also act cutesy
and is hooked to fml and twitter.
Iffy is book-smart , though doesnt speak much
and can be prim and proper.
Karrot is funky and dresses up nicely
and pretty much hooked to apple.
And the clown of the group who thinks she's funny
the name would be pig liver.

And so here you go for fun's sake
try to figure out and take your pick.

Have a ball it's great!

An Inside joke #2

My virus is always known to be potent
that my friends always curse and swear.
And it has been happening ever so often
Seriously no idea it came from where.

Yet despite my state of a walking omen
They still show their love and care
Therefore i know im still important
during meet-ups they still want me to be there

They still dare.

An inside joke #1

"eh eh sialll....ehhlow ten yin!"

and that's how it has always been ever since.

Hate jittery

Just at the start of the day and i feel jitters.

Hate this feeling to the max.

Hate to feel vexed.

Founder of Josh.

When i sit down and randomly thought back
those beginning few days when we first met
smoking along the sidewalk while having a chit chat
talking about the love experiences that were really bad.
And somehow along the way where we were at
we managed to come this far as yet
and we actually bonded just like that
like two individual earrings of one set.

From that fateful day right up until present
along the way we were still quite distant
when u came back from your camping lesson
that was when our meet up times hastened.
We started to just have chats that are random
started hanging out for drinking sessions
started to have deeper conversations
started to see our friendship blossom.

And now we have arrived to this state
where we have slowly become close mates
where hanging out until really late
is just another one of our many dates.

It's really funny how we can click
Funny how we can make each other tick
Funny how we never sort to seek
And yet we somehow managed to meet.

And im happy we did.

Princess

That's the title you deserve
that's the way you should be loved.
That's the way you should be treated
That is what you are worth.

Do not allow yourself to be at any lesser
than the position of being the first.
For you are more than special
than any other girls.

More than any others.

Wise Saying #11

"keep your feet on the ground even if you are wearing better shoes."

you never know when it will get loose.

So much of too little.

There is only so much i can help
so much i can advise
so much i can give
so much i can analyse
so much i can do
so much i can say
so much i can feel
so much i can convey.

There is very little left to know
too little left to show
too little time to borrow
too little memories to hold

i have shown it all
and there is nothing more.

Now i'm just waiting, just like before.

爱或不爱。

如果爱的选泽不存在
但愿能和你分享一段精彩
因那已能带给我愉快
真的不需要什么爱

能够带给你关怀
也是一种非爱的爱
即使感觉还没来
也希望这已足够取代

只因相爱没那麽容易
不是说可以就可以
即使给你找到那位知己
也要看那个人的心意

过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福也没有那麽容易
才会特别让人著迷

爱的感觉不是说来去容易。

Wise Saying #10

"Present actions of people reflect how they are groomed in the past."

Well upbringing is definitely a must.

Not so wise saying #6

"i'm so bored i imagined shooting down the clock.
Just to kill time."

And boredom and sanity separates by a fine thin line.

Out of my league

Let them fight all they want

for i am totally not in that league.

Do not liase me with those kids.


They will not understand my kind of fun.

They can try, but they can't.

And i'm keeping mum.

Life filled with If.

'If' is half of 'Life'
Do people actually realise?

And what is more...

'If' smacks right in the middle
It can really be quite a chore
Life is really half filled with riddles
Which is why it is not a bore.

But i do not want more.

The moves

I seriously have no clue
What other things i should do
Maybe i'm just not enough for you.
Maybe my time is due.

I'm left with no other moves.
I'm on the verge to lose.
Probably this just proves
The love game just has no rules.

I wish for happiness for you.
I hope for the day you may be moved.
I wish i know what else to do
I hope to know the next other moves.

I need to learn the moves to move
I need to learn to move the moves
Or maybe i just need to learn
there's a far away place i need to move into.

Maybe i just need to learn to move.

Wise saying #9

"Everyone has a burden. It boils down to how you carry it."

And depending on yourself,
it can be difficult or easy to get rid.

Just do as you deem fit.

So many. Yet so little.

So many thoughts
so little time.

So many queries
so little signs.

So many emotions
so little words

So many moments
so little perks.

When will we stop acting dumb

On the other side of the world...

It is staring at disasters in the eye
facing all kinds of damages on a daily count.
Tornadoes appear suddenly from the sky
earthquakes rumble up from the ground.
People forced to witness their loved ones die
forced to see their houses crumble down.
Fear and despair sweep over their tears and cries
As they stagger helplessly around.

On our side of the world...

We take for granted the safety arms God has placed us in
As we take each day lightly as though it will always come.
We get angry over the slightest most foolish thing
Like friendship or relationship problems which can be pretty dumb.
We waste time scolding, quarrelling, fighting, being mean
and then yet choose to be nice , loving, caring to some.

Do we really need to fight deaths and disaster scenes
Before we understand what exactly is harm.

We must wake up before He gives up on us,
before He declares He is done.

wise saying #8

"Error has an unforgettable taste..until we finally understand its lesson."

And that is when we are already burnt.

But at least that is when we have already learned.

Steps to care.

Each step we take leads to somewhere.

Sometimes even though we do not want to be there.

Yet the steps we take nobody cares.

For it is ours to make it lead to anywhere.

Only we should care. If we want to care.

no longer You.

For someone who is not the one
You sure know how to make it work for you.
You made fun become less fun
You made me not know what to do.

I salute You.

I'm going to some place new.

Before i fall.

Is this how fallen feels like?
Is this how reality really bites?

At least i tried.

I'm taking flight.

Before i fall.
Anymore.

Wise saying #7

"Regret is created to be handled, not wallow in."

If only it is as easy as it seems.

You are who You are not.

Are You who You portray You are
or just totally the same as how i saw through You?

i still do not have a clue.

But i will find out soon
if there is ever a chance

i only need that once.

Just be careful.

Josh(ie) Brown

As we take you out from the horrid place
fear was written all over your face.
You trod over to us, eyes glazed.

our hearts teared.

Your tail was in between your legs
you lost so much weight
you looked half dead.

our hearts shivered.

you reeked, smell like crap
you looked really bad
you must have felt really sad

our hearts feared.

Thank God...

in the end it was a happy day
in the end He heard all that we prayed
in the end He heard all that we said
in the end you turned out okay.

You are in safe hands now Joshie.

Wise Saying #6

"Because you are genuine you would not think of doing things with a hidden motive. Nor would you think of others in that way."

And because you trust, you learn there is always a price to pay.

As they collide.

When right and wrong collide.

That's when wrong becomes right.
and right remains right.

And that's what i like.

If right and wrong do ever collide.

falling apart.

And when worry fills the heart,
it slowly tears your soul up.

im slowly falling apart.

Not-so-wise saying #5

'Suicide is man's way of telling God "you can't fire me, because i quit." '

Once again, another one of man's lousy excuses for himself, for his shit.

We can be such creeps.

Like a volcano

The hot lava spills and creates damages
when a volcano erupts.
Exactly the same if i ever blow up.


Once the anger is allowed to be caved in
It will be out of control.
This for sure I know.

And so i will keep far away from being there
before situations get too wrecked.

And i will definitely regret.

I hate to regret.

another ?

The winds howl loudly
against the storm of night.

Yet the stars still shine bright.

What an imperfectly perfect sight.