The feel.

Feelings...
Should it be mundane or contradicting?

Should it be allowed to let go ...
Or be controlled?

I wish i know.

Nice quote #8

"Your absence has not taught me to be alone. It merely has shown me that when together, we cast a single shadow on the wall".

I realized that i did not fall. At all.

Nice quote #7

" Denial can be a form of Confession".

Yet another game filled with illusion.

Nice quote #6

" Concentrate on the recovery from the bruises, not the knocks that created them."

I know I have to , and I know I can.

The game continues.

i played, i reviewed.
Time was actually due.
Still, on i led You.

And the game continues.

Nice quote #5

"Doubt is the beginning of wisdom".

What a way to learn.

Our Pact.

Interestingly, old friends from way back
Become daily partners for chit chat.

We were never close, that was the fact.
Yet now we share with each other Our Pact.

I will not forget.

Another you.

so many people surrounding you.
it does not seem i'm able to get through.

Therefore i shall remain at a distance.

Until i know what is the next thing i should...

Or should not do.

My Gabriel.

i finally plucked up my courage
to do what I have always dreamed of.
No matter how poor and broke a situation
into which i may be morphed.
He is mine
and i love all of him so fine.
Even though getting him
feels like a big bad sin.

But i do not care.

Especially each time i see him waiting there.

Life, please be kind and fair.

Nice quote #4

"Life is not about the number of breaths you take, but the number of moments that take your breath away".

Treasure each and every of that kind of day.

another pig out time.

Another pigging out session
Happens quite often.

And i love every single minute.

Especially so 'coz you are part of it.

For my loves.

People say friendship is a hard thing to find.
It is the one thing that takes a lot of time.
It is a treasure that i have never treasured,
But now that i come across it, it is mine.

The times spent together as one,
Filled with nothing but laughter and fun.
The updates that keep progressing each day,
All the naughty little things together we've done.

Sleep deprived we all may have been
Always out into the unearthly hour night scene
Yet tireness is never on our minds
It's the time spent together, the happiness it means.

And so thank you my loves for coming into my life
Thank you for giving me the drive
To do all the things that i may not have done
All the fun and joy that was once deprived.

For my loves.

Run along.

if i run away, will you come along?
Would that be so wrong?

Do not wait until i'm really gone.

Nice quote #3

"To try to be someone else is to waste who you really are".

Concentrate on being who you really are.

For Our Entertainment

So hot out of the box
Can we pick up the pace
Speed it up, heat it up
We need to be entertained
Push the limit, are you in it,don’t be afraid
We're gonna play real hard baby

Let’s go, it’s my show, baby, do what I say
I'm gonna do things that will blow you away
I told you, I'm gonna make sure you’ll be amazed
There's no leaving once i'm under your gaze

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way to ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m about to do
Coz it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Our Entertainment

I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
You thought an angel swept you off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here For Our Entertainment

It's all right, You’ll be fine
Baby I’m in control
Take the pain , Take the pleasure
I’m the master of both
Close your eyes, not your mind
Let me into your soul
I’m gonna work it ’til you're totally blown

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way to ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m about to do
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Our Entertainment

I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
You thought an angel swept you off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here For Our Entertainment

Nice quote #2

" and so the courage was lost under your gazing eyes".

And all that was left was regret and sighs.

Nice quote #1

" The eyes of my heart knocked some sense into the ego".

And so I have been told.

i'm glad i found you all.

i love all our nightly gatherings
Doing nothing but just random chit-chatting
About absolutely everything.

I'm glad i found you all.

If only

"if only" is such a regretful term
"if only" is a feeling that burns
"if only" should be not used at all
yet "if only" is used ever so often.

if only we do not know these words
if only we do not know how to feel hurt
if only everything is just a smooth sailing journey
then if only would never have to work.

if only i know what your feeling is for me
if only it's as simple as 1 2 3
if only you are up for the game
then if only would not need to be if only.

if only "if only" becomes definitely.