:/

i think too much.
As such..

i lost the touch.

Complex.

It is complicated.

All the feelings from everywhere...for you.
All the people who showered their care...on you.
All the love they long to share...with you.

There's only one you.

What can you do?

Goodbye.

i tried...
i failed...

and so i bailed.

Adios.

Wise Saying #22

"Everyone has their own gift. Some just have not opened their present yet."

And others already learned the art of beget.

Why bother?

Why ever bother to prioritise somebody?

when your somebody already has her own priority
when your somebody sees you as a nobody
when your somebody is not even free
to be who you would like her to be.

Why even bother to put her in first place?

when you are only a substitute on her lonely days
when you are in the last position of the chasing race
when you are nothing but just a familiar face
when her somebody is free for her embrace.

Why still bother yourself with such torture?

when you know you could do so much better
when you know she is not what you are after
when you know for more certain than sure
she will not be the right one ever.

Why bother?

Wisdom to be discovered.

Look far beyond
to the silent horizon...
Try to learn the unknown.

It seeks to be shown.

It awaits alone.

Nonsensical feelings of human beings.

Why do we need to feel ups and downs in our emotions
Why do we need to go through such kind of experience
In order just to learn what we have to learn?

We are just human.

Why do we kid ourselves when it comes to feelings
Why do we say things that totally differs from our doings
In order just to keep up with the games and chances of winning?

We are just human beings.

Why do we continue to torture ourselves when there is no reason to
Why do we continue what we do just in order to continue
What is there to prove when there is nothing more or left to do?

We are just human being human.

Why do we succumb to greed and not leave when it's time to leave
Why do we lie to ourselves to believe what we want to believe
In order to try and achieve beyond the goal that was already achieved?

We are just being human being.

Wise Saying #21

" Strive not to strive."

It makes it easier to survive.

For my friend's friendship with her best friend.

let it go if it hurts too much
friendship should not be tiring you out in the first place.

let it leave if it happens as such
before it gets you down and totally crazed.

let it be if you can
friendship should not be kept just because it has been a long time.

let it move away as and when
for it is her loss and only then will she start to pine.

You will be fine.

Advice.

Advice ...

something easy to give yet difficult to follow..
something easy to listen to yet difficult to know..
something easy to seek yet difficult to do
something easy to say yet difficult to relate to...

Advice..

Something everybody has for someone else..
except themselves.

And nobody realised.

Live for myself.

When will it ever imprint in my head
that i live not for others
but only for my own sake.

Will this notion ever stick?

Wise Saying #20

" Everybody knows what they want, but most of them do not know what they need."

All thanks to Greed.

Wise Saying #19

"A day is wasted if there is no laughter."

At least smile, things will always feel better.

Loner, not lonely.

I am...

a loner who does not feel lonely...
a loner who has ample good company...
a loner who is blessed with friends so many...

I like being me.

Up-side-down

If upside down means up-side-down
then we are forever standing down-side-up.

No wonder alot of things in life suck.

But we still have to suck it up.