steeper downside.

i need to find an escape route
a way to get out of the way

before the insanity stays.

downside.

i am desperately trying to stay away
from this miserable materialistic state.

Someone please help me escape.

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犹柔寡断的你 最后还是选择原谅
内心感觉脆弱 外表却看起來好像很堅強
明明就非常在意 她对你的情感是否还保持一样
又不愿訴说內心真正的想法 不愿将心事释放

時不時会精神崩潰 容易胡思亂想
又爱又恨 不僅把自己搞得精神錯亂
我猜想这种心情 来去会经常
好想能扶持你 却帮不上任何忙

身为你的朋友 不想看到你这样
但愿你能重回 从前的开朗
你能开心 是我的圣诞愿望
希望你我 都能如愿以偿。

It is really okay.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to cry
that it is really okay to sigh
that it is really okay to stumble
that it is really okay to crumble.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to be weak
that it is really okay to be in need
that it is really okay to be indecisive
that it is really okay to still believe.

we have to understand
that it is really okay to keep loving
that it is really okay to keep forgiving
that it is really okay to keep thinking
that it is really okay to keep expecting.

From time to time
it is really okay to not live up to your own expectations
there really is no need to put on a strong front
when You know You can't.

It is really okay.

Acting like an entertainer

i would love to be your entertainer
i would love to make you laugh.

But i know it is tough.

i would love to be your revivor
but i know the way along is rough.

i would never be enough.

Therefore,
i will stick to being an actor
and live in lies and bluffs.

The moment has come. Maybe.

the little unknown exposed.
the little hidden disclosed.
the moment finally came.
i am out of the game.

i am free once more.
no longer do i feel the sore.
the feeling has left.
maybe it's for the best.

i could care less.

i think.

终于解脱。

我低着头 沉默掩盖了我
那一瞬间 我终于找到解脱

释放的感觉 不必再闪躲
黑暗变亮光 不需再摸索

由始以来 我早知道结果
心开了怀 我不再沉默

问题的答案 就在于洒脱
说了出口 感觉也已溜过

感觉已经溜过
我终于已能解脱。

我终于放过了我。

Wise Saying #5

Somebody very wise spoke :

"you can move as slowly as you need.
Just do not stop moving."


i totally agree with the saying.

Wise saying #4

Somebody very wise has taught:

There are all halves in the world.

Half of good, half of evil.
Half of rich, half of poor.

Half of men, half of women.
Half of animals, half of human.

Half of happiness, half of sadness
Half of justice, half of unfairness.

Half of war, half of peace
Half of calm, half of casualties.

If we do not learn to love life
And the halfness it brings
We would always only end up
Wanting half of everything.

The world is fair It gives us whole
Since we love the highs, we must take the lows.

That is what life is about.

Let me be.

I want to break free.
Would heaven be nice to me?

Just let me be.

It's hilarious how the world works

It's hilarious how the world works.

Love...
1)You miss this someone when she's not around, but she's feeling the same exact way for someone else.
2) You wake up thinking of this someone and what is she up to, and
someone else out there wakes up with this someone thinking of her
in that same way too.
3) You want to do whatever you can to make her happy,but someone
else can just smile, and that would drown her in glee.


Someone once said there is that one person out there meant just for each and every one.
If you meet this person at the wrong time or wrong place, does it mean it is over and done?

Life....
1)You work so hard to get what you want, but someone else can be born into a world of endless cash and fun.
2) You study so hard to get the paper for future, but someone else can have their future all laid out in front to last forever.
3) You experience more downs than ups, but someone else does not even understand what down means, for their downs are about not having most than enough.

Someone once said there is no reason to compare, for there will always be someone above another.
To understand the meaning does not mean i am any less further.

It's hilarious how the world actually works.

Wise saying #3

Someone once asked me:"

Is it better to love someone who doesn't reciprocate coz she doesn't know?
Or someone who knows but doesn't reciprocate because she doesn't feel the same way?"

I stared blankly:
"Who you actually fall in love with is not for you to say."

Another Lesson

i need to be wiser
i need to learn faster
to know if those were hints
and what exactly it means.

Maybe i read too much into it
Maybe i wish for it to fit
Into what i want to think
Into the kind of hope it brings.

But if the hopes were placed too high
They may,in the end,fall, crash and die
I'd rather place it really low
So i can take it even if it becomes a blow.

Hopes should always stay low.

the 5 Ws 2 Hs.

Where did all my confidence go?
When will i find the courage to let You know?
Why i feel the way i do?
What exactly is that feeling i feel?
How can i ever show?
the Who is actually You.

Teach me How to.

A wonderful night.

The gems above sparkling bright
In this starry, starry night
the planes rumbled pass
so low yet so high above us
the wind blew on
so gentle yet so strong.

what a wonderful night.