Even in my dreams.

i woke up, darker than blue.
Even in my dreams she was perfect for you.
Even in my dreams she was your desire
Even in my dreams it was she you admire.

i woke up, breathless.
Even in my dreams i was feeling daggers.
Even in my dreams you stood up for her.
Even in my dreams she was still your girl.

i woke up, reluctant to return to sleep.
Even in my dreams you two i have to meet.
Even in my dreams the pain was real.
Even in my dreams fate seemed to seal.

i woke up, hating to dream.
Coz even in there it only seems
She was the only one you see
That is already in reality.

two different worlds
held the same outcome.
i grew numb.