算了

怎么说都不对

怎么想都不会

怎么做才不会累

真的无从颓废

没有力再挽回

没有心再体会

没有推动力再推

只好强忍已流干的泪水

真的是这样了吗

真的没方法了吧

真的只剩下牵挂

陪伴彼此的想法

在不同的世界里

有那么大的距离

却可在同一样时

让我碰到了你

这可能就是有缘无份

这也许就是没机可乘

这应该算改变人生

了解有些事是万万不能

算了。

Let it be.

Maybe things will change if you let it be

Maybe things will remain if you let it be

Who knows for sure Just let it be

In time to come The answers will be seen

Maybe It's always maybe

There can be no answers guaranteed

If there were Then you can be immortal

For only God is able to see

Stop questioning Just believe

It's time to let it be.

Why

It's a habit I can't break

The constant questions to hear the replies 

It's a commitment you cannot make

The answers that doesn't end up as lies

You hate the questioning, to you they are redundant

I hate the mysteries, to me they are a burden

You feel no reason to need to say

I feel no fear to be this open

We have been in different worlds

Right up to now I thought I could make a difference

Yet it's thrown wide onto my face

I am just not the right person

I truly hope you find your happiness 

Something I know I can give to you

Yet what I know is not what you want

For now you just want to have fun

If I have the means I would gladly stick around

But I don't have the luxury to do so now

I just need to learn to shut the door

More.

Why?

Some things just cannot get a reply.

好朋友

像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉强着

愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中由宽阔的天空 但空气好稀薄

曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我

但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我

你说我比较像 你的好朋友

只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容 

不在乎我的心 还会不会酸痛

如果爱情是五线谱 我曾希望用全音符

呤唱出爱上你 那完整的幸福

但你的心没有耳朵 即使我为泥唱着歌

你也只 看见我哭了

你说你比较像我的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着

你退缩 你沉默 于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心 会一直的寂寞。。。

Returned. With something new.

It has been a year since I last blogged. And i miss writing. Writing the ups and downs in life, writing about the daily happenings, just writing for the sake of writing. I miss the flow of thoughts, the rhythms and rhymes, the spare time out of the busy schedules just to pen down something. So here I am. No frills, no poems, no nothing. Hello one more.

Nice Saying #42

"Your reluctance for a decision is the root of your confusion."

Time to be awakened.

If and When.

If you finally realise you thought of me,remember,
I did not walk out.
You chose not to let me in.

If you finally realise you miss me, remember,
I did not let you down.
You chose to stand me up.

When you finally realise I'm no longer around, remember,
I did all I could to stay.
You chose to push me away.

And when you finally realise i'm gone,do recall,
i did all to win your heart.
You chose to break me apart.

Yep.

Remember not to forget.

Contented not to regret.

Happy not to be sad.

Good not to be bad.

down.

Everything is not enough.

Tough.

Forget you.

Set me free.

I'll let you be.

Forget me.

Turn it up

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
it ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So they'll be cheating, be deceiving, but not me and my girl.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Pixie Lott

Reluctance at its best.

i daresay
you will never find someone else
feeling for you the same way.

they may like you enough
to dote and go all out to please you
but would never be on par with how my heart feels.

Trust me
by the time you can feel and realise
i may be long gone, said my goodbyes.

Not because i lost the feelings
but because that would have been for your best outcome
and i love you enough to force myself to run.

Wrecked.

One way or another
someone would always misunderstand
only you would know your real intent.

Live for yourself,
never for someone else.

散场的拥抱

从你的眼角
慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏著伤
但不想和我聊

你选的电影
像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪
坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
你留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案
却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑
浪漫得不肯逃


散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道
我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍
出乎你预料


散场的拥抱
我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮
拒绝让我看到
你煎熬
不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱
混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵
还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕
我比你明了

倪安东

Stereo Love

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Coz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I